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Brandon helped me clean and organize the corner of our room that I store all of my craft stuff.
I was excited for the help, but it somehow put me in a funk.
I guess it was alot like looking at old pictures. I was looking at old projects that I put so much work into, but have nothing to show for it.
Almost all of my projects, I made for other people as gifts.
The things that I planned on making for myself never came out right, or were never completed.
Today I found a giant box of unfinished projects that I just threw away.
It made me feel sad to have them unfinished, and sad to throw them away.
But, I've held onto these things for about ten years and still haven't finished them.
I do have one thing I finished that I use everyday.
I didn't make it for my own use though. I made it intending to sell it, but was unsuccessful so I use it myself.
I keep telling myself I will make one with more purples and teals to reflect my own tastes. But it has been months since I have touched yarn.
Maybe I'll change that tonight.