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Julia is right. I've had a lot of negative people in my life basically poison my brain. a lot of people i thought i could trust who turned out to be FAKES or just downright crazy (some a little bit from column A and a little bit from column B at the same time...*coughcough G'day mate coughcough*....) Fuck you! This is all about ME. I will go to California and be happy while i do it. Why not? 28 years of misery deserves some happiness and this could be it. Will i ever FULLY trust anyone? Well, after Dead Not Dead Dead Insane Heather And Her Phony Little World (hereafter known as DNDDIHAHPLW for short....uh...), probably not. But after all i've done to Julia...she's truly a wonderful person. Will i end up in a "fairy tale" ending? Probably not. The odds are slim...But never say never...which is weird for me to say and my motto usually is "Always Say Never"...But no matter what happens, i KNOW Julia is my friend. What happens in the past should stay there. This is the present. Julia wont hurt me.