BLAH BLAH
man i havent written in for ever here...What is goin on with me... I have nothing there for i am nothing at the moment...funk? who knows just that life have been tossing lots of curve balls...By this i mean gurls that have come into my life sayin they want something then off going to be with someone else... or end up being that they only want the attention there boyfriends,there husbands or there "whatever" guy doesnt give them...I mean why do ppl do this? I mean if your upfront with me ill be your friend, Ill be there if you need some attention...ill be that friend who will be here for you but dont give false hopes just to get what you dont have in your real life...Lately i just dont care to even come chat onlin with friends...Yet when i do its very lil that i do have to say...At times i just want to lash out and yell to those who did come by and gave false hopes a piece of my mind...But im better then that...Thats not who i am...Ijust take it as another test in this great thing called life...What a cruel thing huh...Given all these false doors to open and to find that burning bag of shit to put out and all you end up is a shoe full of crap... I mean i am 30 yes that big 30 and i really dont have time to play those games any more... I always hear how ppl want to "keep it real" I mean come on even those who say that shit dont even keep it real... Hell this is the internet...I could be the head of nasa if i wanted...or even better be an astronut...but all ill end up being is just a NUT...i have never lied of who i am...hell i have put myself out there and just the plain truth...I am a 30 yr chubby geeky guy who has never been married..has no kids...and has too many jobs for his own good...too many that guess i hardly even have time for me...But we have to do what we must to live and keep all those great toys coming...Speaking of...I just got new rims for my car...I just love big crome stuff...ehehehe
Anyways i guess ill stop with this rant/vent or whatever you would like to see it ass...I am just here lack of sleep i mean it is 4:21 am and yet im not even sleepy, Not even tired...my head just has too much to say and cant make it go to sleep...dont you just wish you can just press a part of your body and you would go to sleep...I know i would..If i sleep more then 4 hrs hell its alot...yet i never wake up cranky or even tired...see when i was in college its all i ever slept...4 hrs...and i was good to go But anyways...I shall go see what others have to say or even show...I would say i have new pics to show...but my fat ass hasnt even felt the mood to take any...Well Happy Sleeping....
Anyways i guess ill stop with this rant/vent or whatever you would like to see it ass...I am just here lack of sleep i mean it is 4:21 am and yet im not even sleepy, Not even tired...my head just has too much to say and cant make it go to sleep...dont you just wish you can just press a part of your body and you would go to sleep...I know i would..If i sleep more then 4 hrs hell its alot...yet i never wake up cranky or even tired...see when i was in college its all i ever slept...4 hrs...and i was good to go But anyways...I shall go see what others have to say or even show...I would say i have new pics to show...but my fat ass hasnt even felt the mood to take any...Well Happy Sleeping....