distant relatives
ok, so i was cleaning the kitchen, and i did everything but empty the dishwasher, and sweep and scrub the floor, i even washed the coffe maker, and the microwave, its really hard to scrub the top of the microwave. sigh, and when i was doing it, i decided to actually listen to one of my cds, you know one of the really old ones from middle school, and i pulled out a pink cd, and i listend to it, it brang back memories about my uncle saying she sucked, and stuff like that, when i have this huge ass poster of her my sister gave me, and two cds of hers, and dyed my hair pink, and me and chris were like in love with her, i was like so offended. ugh, he doesnt like anything i like, we have nothing in common, no real interests the same, and him and my cousins are the same, i get along well with his wife though. she and i love to shop, love shoes, love to cook (except she likes spicy like waaaaaaaaay spicy), and we both work the most, and do the most cleaning, and are short, and we both have messed up our hair due to peroxide in the past, and well were the closest of her family...i mean her kids and my uncle are so like hard rock, gamer, bigscreen tv, cable, la, small apartment, big system, people, and i am a freaken down to earth small town up town chica who just loves to shop, and watch the people go to the beach, i even like to go to art museums, we are just from different places, and i dont know how we are supposed to all live in one house at one time.
If they are going to visit here, it wont make any sense, i mean Ryan and Chela will be in my moms room, then the cousins will stay in jesse's room, then where will my mom and jesse sleep? well i could see my mom and jesse sharing jesse's room, but then that would mean the cousins will stay in my moms room too? well i guess so...i mean they could sleep on the floor, or we could move a couch in there...but not the living room couch, that would be too weird, i mean no couch in the living room! haha crazy!
I mean even if they are only going to be here a week, what will they do? We usually take the relatives to alaska land, and to the garden at the u, but i would really like to let them go on river boat discovery, or something to that effect, or maby we could drive through denali and see some wild life, but that isnt something chela would like, we are different in our own ways as well...I just hope they wont be here when my moms birthday is, because every year on my moms birthday me and jesse go with paul on our annual chitna trip to leave her alone, and go fishing, and i love to go fishing, its what i am like best at i think, and i just hope my cousin wont have to go with me, that would suck so bad. especially if both of my cousins went with us, that would be so crowded, we might even have to take the jeep, i wonder where the jeep is right now anyways...haha
i remember once i opend the door to the jeep, cuz i had to throw up...it was pickles lol...good times..and everyone got mad at me. sigh. like old times
sigh i am just sitting here full of emo, and i dont know what i am feeling, but not good things, well maby good things, mixed with not good things, but you know its like unexplainable feelings, its weird.
i think that in the am, i will make a smoothie, if we have yogurt, cuz i know we dont have vanilla ice cream. I will make a list of things to buy at the store. We even are almost out of tp, my mom is so lazy. The first two things on the list: low fat vanilla ice cream, and tp. lol this will be great, i love it. well i have nothing further to write about i think i am done, so i will update, when i have something else interesting i think hmm love, kisses, hugs, humps,
rikideedidlydee
If they are going to visit here, it wont make any sense, i mean Ryan and Chela will be in my moms room, then the cousins will stay in jesse's room, then where will my mom and jesse sleep? well i could see my mom and jesse sharing jesse's room, but then that would mean the cousins will stay in my moms room too? well i guess so...i mean they could sleep on the floor, or we could move a couch in there...but not the living room couch, that would be too weird, i mean no couch in the living room! haha crazy!
I mean even if they are only going to be here a week, what will they do? We usually take the relatives to alaska land, and to the garden at the u, but i would really like to let them go on river boat discovery, or something to that effect, or maby we could drive through denali and see some wild life, but that isnt something chela would like, we are different in our own ways as well...I just hope they wont be here when my moms birthday is, because every year on my moms birthday me and jesse go with paul on our annual chitna trip to leave her alone, and go fishing, and i love to go fishing, its what i am like best at i think, and i just hope my cousin wont have to go with me, that would suck so bad. especially if both of my cousins went with us, that would be so crowded, we might even have to take the jeep, i wonder where the jeep is right now anyways...haha
i remember once i opend the door to the jeep, cuz i had to throw up...it was pickles lol...good times..and everyone got mad at me. sigh. like old times
sigh i am just sitting here full of emo, and i dont know what i am feeling, but not good things, well maby good things, mixed with not good things, but you know its like unexplainable feelings, its weird.
i think that in the am, i will make a smoothie, if we have yogurt, cuz i know we dont have vanilla ice cream. I will make a list of things to buy at the store. We even are almost out of tp, my mom is so lazy. The first two things on the list: low fat vanilla ice cream, and tp. lol this will be great, i love it. well i have nothing further to write about i think i am done, so i will update, when i have something else interesting i think hmm love, kisses, hugs, humps,
rikideedidlydee