Sep 01, 2012 19:06
Did I really respect my self?
I don't know. If I can say, it is only 5/10 which mean I think I didn't really respect my self.
Self respect for me is including our discipline with time. And I'm not a discipline person.
I spend my time with wasting my time for something unnecessary. Well, not like hangout with some naughty kids or clubbing, but I LIKE put off some work and become crazy if it is about the deadline. Just categorize me as lazy because of this.
Also, I think I must get more serious with any tasks that I have.
I also like to thinking. Sometimes it make me love to daydream so much. This is not bad but sometimes distrupting. It really a big trouble when I need to concentrating (that's why I often lose in any concentration game).
Any other self respect trouble?
Well...
I think my main trouble only in discipline.
I should realize more if something bad happen to me, that can be my mistake for not caring about the future of myself. This is the result of undiscipline, not respecting all the potential that I have.
rikarin's words