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Why can’t life just be easy.
The last week has been filled with more changes. What’s funny is I now just easily slide into new ways of life without batting an eyelash. I guess that would mean I’ve become adaptable. This new direction feels right but I can already see the obstacles standing in my way and I don’t know if I have the energy to overcome them. I’m physically and emotionally exhausted. And my body is giving up.
This is not to say that I haven’t had a lot of fun lately, but in my life with good times comes a blow from somewhere unexpected that usually leaves me back at square one with no where to turn. And I want somewhere to turn. Someone to turn to. And with that statement comes the flood of other things that have been occupying my mind. Why can’t at least one aspect of my life be normal.
So here I sit. Not sure what tomorrow will bring. And being too tired to care.
The last week has been filled with more changes. What’s funny is I now just easily slide into new ways of life without batting an eyelash. I guess that would mean I’ve become adaptable. This new direction feels right but I can already see the obstacles standing in my way and I don’t know if I have the energy to overcome them. I’m physically and emotionally exhausted. And my body is giving up.
This is not to say that I haven’t had a lot of fun lately, but in my life with good times comes a blow from somewhere unexpected that usually leaves me back at square one with no where to turn. And I want somewhere to turn. Someone to turn to. And with that statement comes the flood of other things that have been occupying my mind. Why can’t at least one aspect of my life be normal.
So here I sit. Not sure what tomorrow will bring. And being too tired to care.