Same old, same old
I'm lonely and I'm homesick and I've proven that even if I upend my entire life, nothing really changes. I still struggle to make friends, romantic connections or even more than passing acquaintances. And it's all my fault. I don't go out, I don't join clubs (or I join a couple and get pissy in fairly short order and quit).
I miss my family and the small cadre of friends I did have in the States. I feel like it's so late in the game here to try to make friends and how the hell do all these people meet up and hang out and end up at parties and not be socially awkward anyway?
This is pretty much the pattern that I leave and go to a new place and can't seem to make friends or have a reasonable social life, so how the fuck am I going to live any place but Findlay, where I have a safety net of family and friends but no fucking job?
Here's hoping for brighter days ahead...
I miss my family and the small cadre of friends I did have in the States. I feel like it's so late in the game here to try to make friends and how the hell do all these people meet up and hang out and end up at parties and not be socially awkward anyway?
This is pretty much the pattern that I leave and go to a new place and can't seem to make friends or have a reasonable social life, so how the fuck am I going to live any place but Findlay, where I have a safety net of family and friends but no fucking job?
Here's hoping for brighter days ahead...