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Every time I cough it sends a jolt of pain to my left shoulder and I haven't sneezed but once over the course of two weeks - when I did it felt like I broke my collarbone all over again. I've been consuming Ibuprofen like most breathing creatures consume oxygen. I really need this to dissipate; I've been to far too many shows this week and couldn't mosh. Fuck skating.
All I want to do lately is smoke out with Jason and Griz, it's the only place where absolutely no drama exists. There was a massive confrontation at Shane and Ian's apartment on Monday. It seems to have deeply effected everyone present. Another group for me to watch fall apart. I want to stay connected with Shane, Bree and Ian; those three seem to have reached a level of maturity beyond the rest. Everyone else can do thier little Casualties drunk punx charade.
I don't even know what to think of things going right now, so I naturally become apathetic. A large part of me wants to care but it's so much more simple to remain disconnected and watch things collapse.
Restoring computers is a pain in the ass. The first thing I did was reinstall Soulseek, that program's greatness is beyond words. My graphics card is refusing to install correctly, so I may need help. My entire music library would have been wiped out IF it weren't for my uber cool mp3 player.
My bands really need to take off before I ditch them all and start some sort of electronic, offbeat solo project. I'm really tempted after watching Peachcake the other night. I wish I had a music mixing program.
All I want to do lately is smoke out with Jason and Griz, it's the only place where absolutely no drama exists. There was a massive confrontation at Shane and Ian's apartment on Monday. It seems to have deeply effected everyone present. Another group for me to watch fall apart. I want to stay connected with Shane, Bree and Ian; those three seem to have reached a level of maturity beyond the rest. Everyone else can do thier little Casualties drunk punx charade.
I don't even know what to think of things going right now, so I naturally become apathetic. A large part of me wants to care but it's so much more simple to remain disconnected and watch things collapse.
Restoring computers is a pain in the ass. The first thing I did was reinstall Soulseek, that program's greatness is beyond words. My graphics card is refusing to install correctly, so I may need help. My entire music library would have been wiped out IF it weren't for my uber cool mp3 player.
My bands really need to take off before I ditch them all and start some sort of electronic, offbeat solo project. I'm really tempted after watching Peachcake the other night. I wish I had a music mixing program.