xxx-kun to xxx-chan series : The Beginning (Chapter 2)
Title : XXX-kun to XXX-chan Series : The Beginning (chapter 2)
Pairing : Ohmiya, Ohmiya x OC, OTP5
Rating : PG, Fluff
Beta by dearest
ellinaliz big big thanks for you sensei *send kisses
Disclaimer : nope, just some goodies thats it
Author Note : This is my fic for my first time (and the only one) Nano camp. Tagging my first reader
shimau, my troops
nino1711azuki,
zhanisa and
jigokushojo
Author Note : there 5 years difference between the prologue and the first chapter. The present story take plece around 2010 and 2011.
Author Note : HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ARASHI NO MIRACLE BOY AIBA MASAKI <3
Nino’s groan seems to wake his lover for he feels some movement beside him. Actually, it really amazes Nino that Ohno is always aware on every pain sound he makes, no matter how faint it is. Despite the fact that the older man sleeps like death, he always wakes up whenever Nino feels pain, and that makes Nino feels loved and loves him more and more, if it even possible.
“Kazu, what’s wrong?” Ohno’s voice is thick with sleep.
“I don’t know. I feel-” Nino throws up before he could finish his words. He raises his head to make it to the floor because he doesn’t want to dirty their bed, but as soon as he does so, he regrets it since his head only becomes dizzier and it makes him vomits more instead. For now he swears he would prefer to wash ten beds rather than to feel such headache again.
Ohno’s eyes are snapped open and he immediately gets up, sits beside Nino, massaging his neck. “Just let it out. It’s okay.” He keeps repeating those words calmly though his head is full of worries. He knows Nino is weak, maybe the weakest in Arashi, but he seldom gets sick. After some times, Nino finally stops and Ohno helps him back to his comfy pillow. Nino lets out a deep sigh.
“Do you want something?”
Nino shakes his head. He doesn’t trust his mouth yet, afraid that he will throw up again if he opens his mouth. Ohno keeps massaging his temple and it makes him glad. The headache is still there, but Ohno’s hand makes him feel better.
“Do you want some water?” asks Ohno again after some silent.
Nino nods to this so Ohno gets up and grabs some water for him. It’s still 3.30 in the morning. Ohno can’t help but to think what’s wrong with Nino. They ate the same food yesterday and Nino seemed fine before they went to bed. It couldn’t be food poisoning, could it?
He returns with a glass of water and has to take a round trip to avoid Nino’s vomit. Nino’s eyes are still closed and Ohno can hear his deep breathing. He is clearly still in pain.
“Here’s the water.” Ohno reaches his hand, helping Nino raise his head.
Nino is winching at first, but he knows he needs to drink because his mouth feels so sour and he doesn’t like it, making him want to vomit again. Nino opens his mouth and feels the cold glass touches his lips. He is only able to have a few gulps, enough to make the sour taste gone, then he returns to his sleeping position.
“I’m sorry I wake you up,” says Nino slowly.
“It’s okay.” Ohno puts the glass on the table besides the bed, making a soft thud that echoes around the silent corner. “How are you feeling?”
“I feel dizzy. Like the world is spinning around.” Nino sighs. He feels Ohno’s hand on his temple, massaging it. Nino smiles gratefully to the gesture and Ohno smiles back at him. “Thank you,” he whispers.
“Don’t open your eyes yet. You can go back to sleep. We don’t have anything to do tomorrow.”
“Is it still our day off?” asks Nino weakly, trying to remember their schedule.
He is right. They have a very rare two consecutive day off, and Nino feels like kissing whoever that has arranged such a schedule because he clearly can’t go to work like this.
“Yes, now go back to sleep,” says Ohno once again. He knows the younger hasn’t been able to sleep even though he keeps his eyes closed, his body is still tense. “Does it still hurt?” Nino is only able to make a small nod. “Do you want some medicine? I’m sure Jun keeps storing our drug box.”
“No.” Nino rejects the idea. “Maybe it’ll get better after some sleep.”
“Okay, then sleep now.” Ohno knows Nino seldom takes medicine (much to Jun’s displeasure). If taking some rest and eating can make him better, he will choose them even though it means a full day with no gaming (courtesy of Jun who usually hides Nino’s DS and goes even further like turning off the whole house electricity to keep Nino away from tv and his gaming devices) or eating three times his usual portion (again, courtesy of Jun who has won the argument war against bratty Nino, includes the fact that Jun is the only one in Arashi that can be trusted when it comes to cooking-they don’t need another food poisoning from Aiba or kitchen burning incident if they let Sho do it).
“Is it okay if I leave you for a while? I need to clean the floor first.”
Nino nods. He can feel the hand on his head has gone and the older man’s footsteps fade away and then returns after some time. He hears the sound of water. Ohno is doing the cleaning. He has woken the man up in the middle of the night (or maybe morning-whichever it is he knows that this is not their time to be awake because no alarm ringing, nor the sign that their children already wake up) and made him clean their room alone. Nino feels like crying now.
“I’m sorry,” Nino sobs, “I’m so sorry.”
Ohno raises his view from the floor to his lover and get shocked when he sees tears from the corner of Nino’s eyes. He puts the mob on the near wall and immediately sits beside Nino.
“Hey, there. Why are you crying?” Ohno wipes Nino’s tears away. “And what with that sorry? I’ve told you it is okay.” Ohno strokes Nino’s cheek softly, glad when he feels the younger man relax on his touch. “Don’t think about it. Now try to get back to sleep. Maybe your headache will go away when you wake up later.”
Nino nods and Ohno returns to his mob, continues cleaning the room. After the room smells as nice as a flower, Ohno stops his job and climbs back to the bed. He pulls the blanket and covers his and Nino’s bodies.
“You’ve done?” asks Nino softly with eyes still tightly closed.
“You’re still awake? I thought you already slept!” Ohno asks back in surprise.
“Can’t sleep,” Nino answers simply. “I want to wait for you. At least I’m still able to do that much.”
Ohno chuckles. His stubborn Nino is still there even though his head is in mess right now. “Thank you. Now since I’m already here, can we go back to sleep?” Ohno sees Nino making a small nod so he hugs Nino as tight as he can, but loose enough for the younger man to breath easily. Soon, Ohno falls to sleep soundly, returning to his dreamland, while Nino’s still wide awake because of his headache before finally gets to sleep since his body’s too tired to endure more pain.
Ohno wakes up before Nino does and glad to see him still deep in sleep. He really hopes he gets better when he wakes up. But sometimes, a hope will still remain as a hope. That day Nino doesn’t stop vomiting. He can’t even get up from his bed. He sits as still as he can while his hands gripping an empty bowl tightly on his chest, ready for the next tantrum. Everything that passes into his mouth will be ended up in that bowl in the next few minutes, not to mention a glass of water he drank the night before. He tries to take some medicine (after much coaxing from Ohno) too, but like the other things, it also ends up in the bowl.
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It is already night when Ohno returns from picking both their children to his home. He can do both things, taking care of the sick Nino and playing with their children. The thing is that their children are so attached to Nino and they keep asking him to play with them. Fuu-chan even jumped on Nino’s stomach in attempt to wake him up (resulting in another round of vomiting). So, for their own goodness, Ohno brought the children to his mom.
Fuu-chan has already slept when they arrive from his Mom’s house, while San-kun falls asleep in the taxi. Since Ohno only has two hands which are already full of Fuu-chan, he has to wake the older up when they arrive. San-kun returns to the dream land as soon as his head touches the bed. With a small whisper “Night~” he rolls over and sleeps.
Nino is sleeping, too, when Ohno arrives at his bedroom. Ohno starts to change his clothes as quite as possible, or he plans to, but Nino wakes up in the middle of it.
“Ohchan, is that you?” Nino’s weak voice comes out.
Ohno speeds up his changing and rushes to Nino’s side. “Un~”
“Okaeri~” Nino smily says and raises his hand to where Ohno is (or where he thinks Ohno is since he has restrained from opening his eyes since last night). Ohno leans down his face so Nino can catch him. Nino’s hand touches Ohno’s cheek and follows the shape of Ohno’s face with both hands. He pulls Ohno closer to his face.
“Okaeri~” Nino whispers softly.
“Tadaima,” Ohno leans down and brushes their noses together. “Feeling better?”
“Un~” Nino nods. “But I’m still afraid to open my eyes.”
“Do you want to eat something?”
“Not hungry.” Nino shakes his head, making Ohno sighs. “The children?”
“They are sleeping. And Mom said hello.”
“Gomen ne. I can’t do much help,” Nino sighs gloomily.
“Hey, stop that! It’s okay. Mom was happy to have her grandchildren come. Maybe we should bring them there more often, then we can be alone,” Ohno suggested, rubbing her nose again.
Nino chuckles hearing this. “I miss you.” His hand caresses Ohno’s cheek.
“Hmmm? Me too.” Ohno leans down to kiss his lips but Nino’s hand prevents him to do so. “Why?” Ohno frowns.
“I smell like shit, Ohchan. I’ve been vomiting a whole day,” Nino whined.
“And I don’t care,” Ohno says as he leans down once again and catches Nino’s lips in his. It is a sweet kiss, not a lustful one. They just show each other how much they miss their half. They separates when they need air to breathe.
“You sap,” Nino says with flush and bright face.
“Am not, I just love you so much.” Ohno rolls to his side, hugging him.
“Sap.” Nino laughs and it warms Ohno’s heart. “Let’s sleep now.” Ohno nods and hugs Nino tighter.
Like the night before Ohno wakes up to the sound of vomiting. He finds Nino in sitting position, already having his bowl (which is put on the table beside the bed) on his lap and vomiting his heart out.
“Kazu, are you okay?”
“I needed to use the bathroom, but when I tried to get up, the world was spinning again,” Nino says weakly and leans over Ohno.
“Why didn’t you wake me up?”
“Don’t want to. You’re tired already.”
“Silly! Next time wake me up. I’m not asking you. I’m telling you to,” says Ohno sternly, while Nino just nods weakly. After Ohno helps Nino to the bathroom, the couple tuck themselves under the blanket once more. Nino’s clothes are drench in sweat so Ohno helps him change too. He doesn’t want Nino get flu. Ohno massages Nino’s temple to lessen the headache. He doesn’t know if it helps but from Nino’s expression, it does seem to work somehow. Seeing Nino like this, Ohno sure he can’t go to work tomorrow.
“I will call the other to postpone our shooting tomorrow. I’m sure they’ll understand.” Ohno reaches his phone while trying to keep massaging. Luckily his phone is not that far, he just has to pull it since it is laying on the top of the blanket.
The room returns to silent. The only sound heard are Nino’s sigh and Ohno’s keypad. It is difficult to write a message with only one hand, and after some struggling he finally finishes and sends it to the other three.
“Sorry,” Nino starts to speak again. His headache begins to fade under Ohno’s magical touch, but he still doesn’t dare to open his eyes.
“You keep saying that,” Ohno chuckles, “and my answer will still be the same. It’s okay.” Ohno leans down to kiss Nino’s temple lovingly. “Feel better?”
“Un.” Nino makes a small nod, glad that the dizziness doesn’t get worse.
Ohno sees his phone flashing red light, signing new messages coming. He is surprised to see four new mails there, he doesn’t expect to get direct answer because it’s already midnight. But as expected from Arashi, they are always there whenever he needs them. He opens the messages one by one.
From : Aiba-chan
NINO IS SICK?! OH MY GOD!! I WILL GO THERE NOW! WAIT, I’LL WAKE UP SHO-CHAN!!
Ohno chuckles reading this, a typical of Aiba. He opens the next message from Sho.
From : Sho-kun
It’s okay, Ohno-kun. I’ll talk to the tv staff to postpone tomorrow shooting, and don’t worry about Aiba, he won’t go anywhere at this hour. We will go there in the morning. But if you need something emergency, just call me, we will get it for you. Don’t you dare leave the house at any case.
Ohno silently thanks Sho-chan and reads Jun’s message next.
From : Jun-kun
That brat! Don’t tell me that his endless gaming made him like this or I will burn all his gaming devices tomorrow. I will come tomorrow and cook for all of you. Just let me know if he wants me to bring something, as long as it’s not new games, and I will bring it. I already texted our manager so don’t worry about tomorrow schedule.
And the last message is from their manager, saying that he’s already emptied their schedule for tomorrow (full day for Ohno and Nino, and half day in the morning for the other three), but he said it’s still can be changed just in case.
Ohno smiles and puts his phone back, silently thanking the other members who seem already had discussed before they sent the emails to him (except for Aiba, of course). They really do know each other very well.
~~~~~ TBC ~~~~
second part minna <3 Hope this is ok
Comment are very welcome <3
Pairing : Ohmiya, Ohmiya x OC, OTP5
Rating : PG, Fluff
Beta by dearest
ellinaliz big big thanks for you sensei *send kisses
Disclaimer : nope, just some goodies thats it
Author Note : This is my fic for my first time (and the only one) Nano camp. Tagging my first reader
shimau, my troops
nino1711azuki,
zhanisa and
jigokushojo
Author Note : there 5 years difference between the prologue and the first chapter. The present story take plece around 2010 and 2011.
Author Note : HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ARASHI NO MIRACLE BOY AIBA MASAKI <3
Nino’s groan seems to wake his lover for he feels some movement beside him. Actually, it really amazes Nino that Ohno is always aware on every pain sound he makes, no matter how faint it is. Despite the fact that the older man sleeps like death, he always wakes up whenever Nino feels pain, and that makes Nino feels loved and loves him more and more, if it even possible.
“Kazu, what’s wrong?” Ohno’s voice is thick with sleep.
“I don’t know. I feel-” Nino throws up before he could finish his words. He raises his head to make it to the floor because he doesn’t want to dirty their bed, but as soon as he does so, he regrets it since his head only becomes dizzier and it makes him vomits more instead. For now he swears he would prefer to wash ten beds rather than to feel such headache again.
Ohno’s eyes are snapped open and he immediately gets up, sits beside Nino, massaging his neck. “Just let it out. It’s okay.” He keeps repeating those words calmly though his head is full of worries. He knows Nino is weak, maybe the weakest in Arashi, but he seldom gets sick. After some times, Nino finally stops and Ohno helps him back to his comfy pillow. Nino lets out a deep sigh.
“Do you want something?”
Nino shakes his head. He doesn’t trust his mouth yet, afraid that he will throw up again if he opens his mouth. Ohno keeps massaging his temple and it makes him glad. The headache is still there, but Ohno’s hand makes him feel better.
“Do you want some water?” asks Ohno again after some silent.
Nino nods to this so Ohno gets up and grabs some water for him. It’s still 3.30 in the morning. Ohno can’t help but to think what’s wrong with Nino. They ate the same food yesterday and Nino seemed fine before they went to bed. It couldn’t be food poisoning, could it?
He returns with a glass of water and has to take a round trip to avoid Nino’s vomit. Nino’s eyes are still closed and Ohno can hear his deep breathing. He is clearly still in pain.
“Here’s the water.” Ohno reaches his hand, helping Nino raise his head.
Nino is winching at first, but he knows he needs to drink because his mouth feels so sour and he doesn’t like it, making him want to vomit again. Nino opens his mouth and feels the cold glass touches his lips. He is only able to have a few gulps, enough to make the sour taste gone, then he returns to his sleeping position.
“I’m sorry I wake you up,” says Nino slowly.
“It’s okay.” Ohno puts the glass on the table besides the bed, making a soft thud that echoes around the silent corner. “How are you feeling?”
“I feel dizzy. Like the world is spinning around.” Nino sighs. He feels Ohno’s hand on his temple, massaging it. Nino smiles gratefully to the gesture and Ohno smiles back at him. “Thank you,” he whispers.
“Don’t open your eyes yet. You can go back to sleep. We don’t have anything to do tomorrow.”
“Is it still our day off?” asks Nino weakly, trying to remember their schedule.
He is right. They have a very rare two consecutive day off, and Nino feels like kissing whoever that has arranged such a schedule because he clearly can’t go to work like this.
“Yes, now go back to sleep,” says Ohno once again. He knows the younger hasn’t been able to sleep even though he keeps his eyes closed, his body is still tense. “Does it still hurt?” Nino is only able to make a small nod. “Do you want some medicine? I’m sure Jun keeps storing our drug box.”
“No.” Nino rejects the idea. “Maybe it’ll get better after some sleep.”
“Okay, then sleep now.” Ohno knows Nino seldom takes medicine (much to Jun’s displeasure). If taking some rest and eating can make him better, he will choose them even though it means a full day with no gaming (courtesy of Jun who usually hides Nino’s DS and goes even further like turning off the whole house electricity to keep Nino away from tv and his gaming devices) or eating three times his usual portion (again, courtesy of Jun who has won the argument war against bratty Nino, includes the fact that Jun is the only one in Arashi that can be trusted when it comes to cooking-they don’t need another food poisoning from Aiba or kitchen burning incident if they let Sho do it).
“Is it okay if I leave you for a while? I need to clean the floor first.”
Nino nods. He can feel the hand on his head has gone and the older man’s footsteps fade away and then returns after some time. He hears the sound of water. Ohno is doing the cleaning. He has woken the man up in the middle of the night (or maybe morning-whichever it is he knows that this is not their time to be awake because no alarm ringing, nor the sign that their children already wake up) and made him clean their room alone. Nino feels like crying now.
“I’m sorry,” Nino sobs, “I’m so sorry.”
Ohno raises his view from the floor to his lover and get shocked when he sees tears from the corner of Nino’s eyes. He puts the mob on the near wall and immediately sits beside Nino.
“Hey, there. Why are you crying?” Ohno wipes Nino’s tears away. “And what with that sorry? I’ve told you it is okay.” Ohno strokes Nino’s cheek softly, glad when he feels the younger man relax on his touch. “Don’t think about it. Now try to get back to sleep. Maybe your headache will go away when you wake up later.”
Nino nods and Ohno returns to his mob, continues cleaning the room. After the room smells as nice as a flower, Ohno stops his job and climbs back to the bed. He pulls the blanket and covers his and Nino’s bodies.
“You’ve done?” asks Nino softly with eyes still tightly closed.
“You’re still awake? I thought you already slept!” Ohno asks back in surprise.
“Can’t sleep,” Nino answers simply. “I want to wait for you. At least I’m still able to do that much.”
Ohno chuckles. His stubborn Nino is still there even though his head is in mess right now. “Thank you. Now since I’m already here, can we go back to sleep?” Ohno sees Nino making a small nod so he hugs Nino as tight as he can, but loose enough for the younger man to breath easily. Soon, Ohno falls to sleep soundly, returning to his dreamland, while Nino’s still wide awake because of his headache before finally gets to sleep since his body’s too tired to endure more pain.
Ohno wakes up before Nino does and glad to see him still deep in sleep. He really hopes he gets better when he wakes up. But sometimes, a hope will still remain as a hope. That day Nino doesn’t stop vomiting. He can’t even get up from his bed. He sits as still as he can while his hands gripping an empty bowl tightly on his chest, ready for the next tantrum. Everything that passes into his mouth will be ended up in that bowl in the next few minutes, not to mention a glass of water he drank the night before. He tries to take some medicine (after much coaxing from Ohno) too, but like the other things, it also ends up in the bowl.
-----
It is already night when Ohno returns from picking both their children to his home. He can do both things, taking care of the sick Nino and playing with their children. The thing is that their children are so attached to Nino and they keep asking him to play with them. Fuu-chan even jumped on Nino’s stomach in attempt to wake him up (resulting in another round of vomiting). So, for their own goodness, Ohno brought the children to his mom.
Fuu-chan has already slept when they arrive from his Mom’s house, while San-kun falls asleep in the taxi. Since Ohno only has two hands which are already full of Fuu-chan, he has to wake the older up when they arrive. San-kun returns to the dream land as soon as his head touches the bed. With a small whisper “Night~” he rolls over and sleeps.
Nino is sleeping, too, when Ohno arrives at his bedroom. Ohno starts to change his clothes as quite as possible, or he plans to, but Nino wakes up in the middle of it.
“Ohchan, is that you?” Nino’s weak voice comes out.
Ohno speeds up his changing and rushes to Nino’s side. “Un~”
“Okaeri~” Nino smily says and raises his hand to where Ohno is (or where he thinks Ohno is since he has restrained from opening his eyes since last night). Ohno leans down his face so Nino can catch him. Nino’s hand touches Ohno’s cheek and follows the shape of Ohno’s face with both hands. He pulls Ohno closer to his face.
“Okaeri~” Nino whispers softly.
“Tadaima,” Ohno leans down and brushes their noses together. “Feeling better?”
“Un~” Nino nods. “But I’m still afraid to open my eyes.”
“Do you want to eat something?”
“Not hungry.” Nino shakes his head, making Ohno sighs. “The children?”
“They are sleeping. And Mom said hello.”
“Gomen ne. I can’t do much help,” Nino sighs gloomily.
“Hey, stop that! It’s okay. Mom was happy to have her grandchildren come. Maybe we should bring them there more often, then we can be alone,” Ohno suggested, rubbing her nose again.
Nino chuckles hearing this. “I miss you.” His hand caresses Ohno’s cheek.
“Hmmm? Me too.” Ohno leans down to kiss his lips but Nino’s hand prevents him to do so. “Why?” Ohno frowns.
“I smell like shit, Ohchan. I’ve been vomiting a whole day,” Nino whined.
“And I don’t care,” Ohno says as he leans down once again and catches Nino’s lips in his. It is a sweet kiss, not a lustful one. They just show each other how much they miss their half. They separates when they need air to breathe.
“You sap,” Nino says with flush and bright face.
“Am not, I just love you so much.” Ohno rolls to his side, hugging him.
“Sap.” Nino laughs and it warms Ohno’s heart. “Let’s sleep now.” Ohno nods and hugs Nino tighter.
Like the night before Ohno wakes up to the sound of vomiting. He finds Nino in sitting position, already having his bowl (which is put on the table beside the bed) on his lap and vomiting his heart out.
“Kazu, are you okay?”
“I needed to use the bathroom, but when I tried to get up, the world was spinning again,” Nino says weakly and leans over Ohno.
“Why didn’t you wake me up?”
“Don’t want to. You’re tired already.”
“Silly! Next time wake me up. I’m not asking you. I’m telling you to,” says Ohno sternly, while Nino just nods weakly. After Ohno helps Nino to the bathroom, the couple tuck themselves under the blanket once more. Nino’s clothes are drench in sweat so Ohno helps him change too. He doesn’t want Nino get flu. Ohno massages Nino’s temple to lessen the headache. He doesn’t know if it helps but from Nino’s expression, it does seem to work somehow. Seeing Nino like this, Ohno sure he can’t go to work tomorrow.
“I will call the other to postpone our shooting tomorrow. I’m sure they’ll understand.” Ohno reaches his phone while trying to keep massaging. Luckily his phone is not that far, he just has to pull it since it is laying on the top of the blanket.
The room returns to silent. The only sound heard are Nino’s sigh and Ohno’s keypad. It is difficult to write a message with only one hand, and after some struggling he finally finishes and sends it to the other three.
“Sorry,” Nino starts to speak again. His headache begins to fade under Ohno’s magical touch, but he still doesn’t dare to open his eyes.
“You keep saying that,” Ohno chuckles, “and my answer will still be the same. It’s okay.” Ohno leans down to kiss Nino’s temple lovingly. “Feel better?”
“Un.” Nino makes a small nod, glad that the dizziness doesn’t get worse.
Ohno sees his phone flashing red light, signing new messages coming. He is surprised to see four new mails there, he doesn’t expect to get direct answer because it’s already midnight. But as expected from Arashi, they are always there whenever he needs them. He opens the messages one by one.
From : Aiba-chan
NINO IS SICK?! OH MY GOD!! I WILL GO THERE NOW! WAIT, I’LL WAKE UP SHO-CHAN!!
Ohno chuckles reading this, a typical of Aiba. He opens the next message from Sho.
From : Sho-kun
It’s okay, Ohno-kun. I’ll talk to the tv staff to postpone tomorrow shooting, and don’t worry about Aiba, he won’t go anywhere at this hour. We will go there in the morning. But if you need something emergency, just call me, we will get it for you. Don’t you dare leave the house at any case.
Ohno silently thanks Sho-chan and reads Jun’s message next.
From : Jun-kun
That brat! Don’t tell me that his endless gaming made him like this or I will burn all his gaming devices tomorrow. I will come tomorrow and cook for all of you. Just let me know if he wants me to bring something, as long as it’s not new games, and I will bring it. I already texted our manager so don’t worry about tomorrow schedule.
And the last message is from their manager, saying that he’s already emptied their schedule for tomorrow (full day for Ohno and Nino, and half day in the morning for the other three), but he said it’s still can be changed just in case.
Ohno smiles and puts his phone back, silently thanking the other members who seem already had discussed before they sent the emails to him (except for Aiba, of course). They really do know each other very well.
~~~~~ TBC ~~~~
second part minna <3 Hope this is ok
Comment are very welcome <3