Time is a BITCH!!!
I'm a horrible person, simple as that. I hurt the greatest guy in the world. I did the worst possible thing I could've ever done and it hurt him. I told him the truth, I've never lied to him and was not about to start. He told me he couldn't be with me, that he needed a break, that he could've forgiven anything else...but not this. He looked at me with such pain in his eyes that I could barley breath. He's the best thing to ever happen to me and I just fucked it all up. A week from Monday we're supposed to be celebrating our year, what now? Out of all the people I've ever meet he's the only one who truly believes in me and is always by myside. We took a break last year, for a month, it was the worst month of my life...this time it's even worse because it's my fault, it's my fault, IT"S ALL MY FAULT!!! I wan to fiz it, I want us to be okay, I want him to know that he truly is it for me, I love him and cannot stop. I just want one more chance to be his again. Being his has brought me soooo much happiness and his family is truly like mine. He's already a part of my family. Why did I have to ruin it! I cried my self to sleep last night and I can't keep anything down. I know it's all up to him and I hope he cn forgive me but it is going to take time, right now there's nothing I can do except continue leting him know I love him. True love conqures all right? Does it forgive? Please lets hope it does...