Moving Yet Again and more updates...
Yes not more than 6 months after moving to Florida I am already moving again. This time I will be moving closer to Disney. I was getting sick of paying $500 for a room and a bathroom of which I really could not have anythign of mine outside of. I wanted a place that felt like home and a roomate I could hang out with and watch tv or something after work. So my friend Jon got a job at Disney and therefore will be moving in with me. He will work similar hours so that will be nice, and we both love Disney so no worries about there being too much Disney around the new place. The apartment is really nice, great complex, my favorite store Super Walmart is across the street and open 24 hours, and like I said it is closer to Disney. I am moving tomorrow and really have all intentions to have it all done in one day. I do not see that being a problem, it will just be a tiring day. Financially I am so-so right now, really was not easy to pay for the new place and other bills. But I have got some gift money for the new place and Sherry gave me the rest of the money for the bed she bought off me. So all will be very helpful. I don't have to buy much for the new place anyways. I bought an air-bed to use for now, it is actually pretty nice. I also want to get a desk, bookshelf, some stools for the counter, and some patio stuff. But most importantly I need to get FOOD. I have not been eating well lately because of the finance situation. Now I know some of you reading this, maybe even some family members, may start freaking out and thiking I am starving myself. That is not the case; however I was not eating the amount of meals that I normally eat, but all will be good on Thursday.
My life is constantly moving and changing. Yes it would be great to settle down and be comfortable financially, mentally, and physically in one place. But I am just not at that point yet. I think this move will be good for me, and always better to be closer to my favorite place on earth. Work is going well. Very busy lately because we are gearing up for the holidays. I am now taking a few instructor led classes on top of my computer classes to prepare myself for the leadership casting call that will HOPEFULLY, fingers crossed, happen in January. It is not that I am getting sick of working in the kitchen, it is just the people that I am left with now are not all that great of cooks, and its just not where I want to be at Disney. However as a whole I am still very much enjoying working at Disney, still a dream come true. And I am getting excited to see all of the decorations and lights up soon around property. Christmas is hard to get in the mindset for without snow, but those who know me know that I still have the Christmas spirit and have already started to listen to Christmas music. As soon as Jon lets me I wil be decorating the apartment :-P
Love life wise there is nothing to report sadly. I got shot down and still hurt from it by someone I had feelings for. But that seems to be the way with my life. Going on now over a year since even a date and things are getting lonely. I don't want to go on about it cause its not fair for me to dwell or for the other person. But I just do not think I was given a chance and that there is more of a reason than what was given to me. But oh well, guess I can hope things will change one day but if not, better to keep them as a friend then lose them.
Health wise is ok. Still watching the surgery site very closely each month for anything to go wrong. I really need to get to eye doctor and get better glasses and new contacts. I have bee wearing glasses now for a few weeks and really miss contacts. I have been off my anxiety and OCD pills now for 4-5 months. Honestly I don't see anyhting bad happening, I think that some of the brain chemicals changed permenatntly. There are still things here and there I notice that happen, and I get through them. Not sure if I will elect to go back on them once I start seeing a regular doctor down here.
So overall things are going good down here. Emotional has been up and down and pretty empty feeling at times. Still have not found that core group of friends, but am slowly meeting more people and gaining more friends. I will still continue to search for love because I seem to keep doing it in all the wrong places. I work 6 days a week so right now my career is a main focus in my life. It is my goal with this new apartment to start being a little more active then just sleeping in every day before work. I want to get out and walk, swim, definetly cook a lot more than I have been, enjoy sitting on my patio reading a magazine or just relaxing, having friends over more, enjoying life more basically.
Now I am tired as hell and tomorrow is going to be a long day of up and down stairs, driving, unpacking, shopping, etc. NIGHT!
My life is constantly moving and changing. Yes it would be great to settle down and be comfortable financially, mentally, and physically in one place. But I am just not at that point yet. I think this move will be good for me, and always better to be closer to my favorite place on earth. Work is going well. Very busy lately because we are gearing up for the holidays. I am now taking a few instructor led classes on top of my computer classes to prepare myself for the leadership casting call that will HOPEFULLY, fingers crossed, happen in January. It is not that I am getting sick of working in the kitchen, it is just the people that I am left with now are not all that great of cooks, and its just not where I want to be at Disney. However as a whole I am still very much enjoying working at Disney, still a dream come true. And I am getting excited to see all of the decorations and lights up soon around property. Christmas is hard to get in the mindset for without snow, but those who know me know that I still have the Christmas spirit and have already started to listen to Christmas music. As soon as Jon lets me I wil be decorating the apartment :-P
Love life wise there is nothing to report sadly. I got shot down and still hurt from it by someone I had feelings for. But that seems to be the way with my life. Going on now over a year since even a date and things are getting lonely. I don't want to go on about it cause its not fair for me to dwell or for the other person. But I just do not think I was given a chance and that there is more of a reason than what was given to me. But oh well, guess I can hope things will change one day but if not, better to keep them as a friend then lose them.
Health wise is ok. Still watching the surgery site very closely each month for anything to go wrong. I really need to get to eye doctor and get better glasses and new contacts. I have bee wearing glasses now for a few weeks and really miss contacts. I have been off my anxiety and OCD pills now for 4-5 months. Honestly I don't see anyhting bad happening, I think that some of the brain chemicals changed permenatntly. There are still things here and there I notice that happen, and I get through them. Not sure if I will elect to go back on them once I start seeing a regular doctor down here.
So overall things are going good down here. Emotional has been up and down and pretty empty feeling at times. Still have not found that core group of friends, but am slowly meeting more people and gaining more friends. I will still continue to search for love because I seem to keep doing it in all the wrong places. I work 6 days a week so right now my career is a main focus in my life. It is my goal with this new apartment to start being a little more active then just sleeping in every day before work. I want to get out and walk, swim, definetly cook a lot more than I have been, enjoy sitting on my patio reading a magazine or just relaxing, having friends over more, enjoying life more basically.
Now I am tired as hell and tomorrow is going to be a long day of up and down stairs, driving, unpacking, shopping, etc. NIGHT!