Yes Ladies & Gentlemen it is a journal entry
Well it has been close to a month since I have written and real entry, and I am not too happy about it. I don't like how I have gotten away from this. It is a way for many people to keep up with my life, and a way for me to get a lot of what is in my head out and into a different medium. So I will try to catch everyone up on the latest happenings over the past month.
The new car is still doing great. I have pretty much resorted to driving to work all the time now, only because I can get there at a better time, and leave earlier. Yes the traffic can suck some days and I can't exactly sleep in my car without dying, but hey I got a new car might as well use it! :-)
Taxes are done and I already recieved both my refunds. A little less than last year but still a nice chunk of change to help out my ever-growing debt. Ian agreed to let me move into his room. And considering I am home more, and spend more time in my bedroom than he does, it was a good choice. So I used a little bit of my refund money to redecorate my new room. And I have to say it looks great! I love the new things I got; rug, curtains, art, mirror, candles, shelves, desk, etc. And not to mention everything I got was all on clearance! Can't complain about that.
Work has been going good. I am constantly being pushed each day to do my best and learn more. And it can be a little hard at times to take the constant constructive crticism, but I know it is meant to help me develop. We have been blowing away our sales budget and really just doing and amazing amount of business.
As for all the emotional stuff in my life...I am in kind of a slump with all that stuff. I have a great apartment, great roomate, great job...things much improved from years past. However now the emotional need for a relationship is becoming very strong. However it is not working out to well trying to find someone that is not just interested in getting into my pants or either doesn't seem to be attracted to me. I am really ready to find someone who completes things. I know I always seem to find guys I date out of the blue and when I least expect it, so I am hoping that happens. Because it has not turned out to work so well by actively looking and trying to date. It has also brought back some sad/happy/reminiscent memories seeing Jason come in to work on occasion. It is nice to see him again and happy we are speaking, but it also does bring up the sadness of what is something/someone that I still miss. So in general the "being alone" thing has made me quite down in the dumps lately. It just sucks...
Well I have a wonderful three day weekend to look forward to and nothing really planned. I really need some rest because I was not good at all this weekend with bedtimes, so I am beyond exhausted both pyschially and mentally. I feel like a pile of mush. Tomorrow I am going to clean, rearrange a little, laundry, etc. But other than that not sure. Was hoping that the Mirabar Mardi Gras Party was Sunday but still have not heard any news yet. A week from today RiGuy turns a year older, 23 and still ticking. Not really anything planned on my birthday, no one really to share it with anyways, friends are all working or busy. But that is something I am getting used to lately.
Alright time to hang out for a little more and then head to bed...Night...And I promise I will try to stay on top of this more.
- RiGuy
The new car is still doing great. I have pretty much resorted to driving to work all the time now, only because I can get there at a better time, and leave earlier. Yes the traffic can suck some days and I can't exactly sleep in my car without dying, but hey I got a new car might as well use it! :-)
Taxes are done and I already recieved both my refunds. A little less than last year but still a nice chunk of change to help out my ever-growing debt. Ian agreed to let me move into his room. And considering I am home more, and spend more time in my bedroom than he does, it was a good choice. So I used a little bit of my refund money to redecorate my new room. And I have to say it looks great! I love the new things I got; rug, curtains, art, mirror, candles, shelves, desk, etc. And not to mention everything I got was all on clearance! Can't complain about that.
Work has been going good. I am constantly being pushed each day to do my best and learn more. And it can be a little hard at times to take the constant constructive crticism, but I know it is meant to help me develop. We have been blowing away our sales budget and really just doing and amazing amount of business.
As for all the emotional stuff in my life...I am in kind of a slump with all that stuff. I have a great apartment, great roomate, great job...things much improved from years past. However now the emotional need for a relationship is becoming very strong. However it is not working out to well trying to find someone that is not just interested in getting into my pants or either doesn't seem to be attracted to me. I am really ready to find someone who completes things. I know I always seem to find guys I date out of the blue and when I least expect it, so I am hoping that happens. Because it has not turned out to work so well by actively looking and trying to date. It has also brought back some sad/happy/reminiscent memories seeing Jason come in to work on occasion. It is nice to see him again and happy we are speaking, but it also does bring up the sadness of what is something/someone that I still miss. So in general the "being alone" thing has made me quite down in the dumps lately. It just sucks...
Well I have a wonderful three day weekend to look forward to and nothing really planned. I really need some rest because I was not good at all this weekend with bedtimes, so I am beyond exhausted both pyschially and mentally. I feel like a pile of mush. Tomorrow I am going to clean, rearrange a little, laundry, etc. But other than that not sure. Was hoping that the Mirabar Mardi Gras Party was Sunday but still have not heard any news yet. A week from today RiGuy turns a year older, 23 and still ticking. Not really anything planned on my birthday, no one really to share it with anyways, friends are all working or busy. But that is something I am getting used to lately.
Alright time to hang out for a little more and then head to bed...Night...And I promise I will try to stay on top of this more.
- RiGuy