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i've lost my appetite for the past few days and it is not because of the election.
i mean i don't know i guess i dont really care about the fact that my hands and my uterus and my responsibility don't belong to me anymore but an enormous impersonal bureaucracy.
i figured that if kerry won then my outspoken screaming liberalness would be more validated, i guess because it wouldnt look like whining.
i have far too many pill bottles and far too many depencencies. i am far too mellow on my adderall and that makes me nervous.
i need a painkiller. and i need a fucking knife so i can carve out my medula oblongata and shock it back to life.
i mean i don't know i guess i dont really care about the fact that my hands and my uterus and my responsibility don't belong to me anymore but an enormous impersonal bureaucracy.
i figured that if kerry won then my outspoken screaming liberalness would be more validated, i guess because it wouldnt look like whining.
i have far too many pill bottles and far too many depencencies. i am far too mellow on my adderall and that makes me nervous.
i need a painkiller. and i need a fucking knife so i can carve out my medula oblongata and shock it back to life.