GAHHHHh
I'm so confused right now about everything, like where I want to go to college and how I'm going to afford college when I can't even afford to live normally! ahhhh I just don't know what to do, plus orchestra is stressing me out like not other and I dunno what to do about it, cuz every day like.....I dunnooooooooooo ahhhhhhhhhhh it drives me CRAZY Mom is so crabby lately and that also makes everything wayyy worse. I can't deal with all this crap all the time, like I don't know how to deal with it is what I'm trying to say. We have no money and now my check for chicago will probably bounce *thanks mom* which will be so embarrasing I'll probably cry or something.....danngggggg I guess I just don't know what to dooooo. whatever I'll just struggle, its what everyone else does, so I'll do it too. The end.