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why must my parade always be shat upon?
i went back up to barnes and noble today to get a second application and see if anyone was around
i was kind of hoping to see brooks for some reason
he was there
weird
i ended up buying him dinner at sheitz
and
im thinking about moving in with him
only thing is, mema thinks its a bad idea...because its in the city
and i'll..ya know..get robbed and raped and killed and all that jazz
its up the street from fucking VCU
plus damian lives on the same street
another thing i have to do is find out if scott is ok with it. i was only planning on moving with brooks until scott got enough money. thing is that may be in 3 weeks or more, so whats the point of moving if its only going to be for a few weeks? ...well besides a slight feeling of relief
thats what ive got to find out, and find how much of a hold mema has on me..if any at all..or if its mostly all in my head
she DOES pay for my car, would she try to take it away from me if she disagreed with my decision enough?
i dunno..brooks seemed quite excited..and i was quite excited too...now im back to being frustrated all over again
i went back up to barnes and noble today to get a second application and see if anyone was around
i was kind of hoping to see brooks for some reason
he was there
weird
i ended up buying him dinner at sheitz
and
im thinking about moving in with him
only thing is, mema thinks its a bad idea...because its in the city
and i'll..ya know..get robbed and raped and killed and all that jazz
its up the street from fucking VCU
plus damian lives on the same street
another thing i have to do is find out if scott is ok with it. i was only planning on moving with brooks until scott got enough money. thing is that may be in 3 weeks or more, so whats the point of moving if its only going to be for a few weeks? ...well besides a slight feeling of relief
thats what ive got to find out, and find how much of a hold mema has on me..if any at all..or if its mostly all in my head
she DOES pay for my car, would she try to take it away from me if she disagreed with my decision enough?
i dunno..brooks seemed quite excited..and i was quite excited too...now im back to being frustrated all over again