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It's valentine's day. I hate valentine's day...but it's just the point that it's valentine's day and he's with her. He's been with her like every day for the past week and a half. Am I just not good enough? Not confident enough as he says? Too indecisive? hmm..I really want him to at least respond to me. I don't care if it's "leave me alone." I mean I would care but at least I wouldn't be ignored...I'd know where I stood. Once again...this is all it's about...I just want to know. I want honesty. I want to be worth telling that he doesn't want to date me. I don't want to compete with her. I don't want to be jealous of her. I really don't. But I also want him to want to spend time with me too. Not her. I don't even know her and I already don't like her...hmm..I can't help it...