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i'll update.
tomorrow i'm headed off to farmville with sam & jc. kris still doesn't know if he's going. its gonna be a good night of drinking:). i'll go to court in the morning. then we will leave & kris{if he goes} sam & i will work that night.
what have i been up too lately... nothing important. i hate this time of year. seriously i hate it. but i gotta deal with it. fall has never been my favorite season. but as soon as january hits it will be good. i found out that i can move out & have a place that i can afford feb. 1st. but things arent working out. i could move out but for just $250 plus utilities. i want that. i dont want to move in with alan. cause their house is discusting. well not really but i dont want alan to bother me every night. getting drunk phone calls from him is enough.
speaking of... the last time i wrote alan & i were hanging out a lot. well he decides to tell jose that im in love with him & all this bullshit. jose laughs at him cause he knows how i am. tells me about it & we go back to his house and i tell him good bye. peace out. my interest in him was over. i got bored. so you might think that i'm a bitch. but the night after this happens we are all hanging out and i see sean {guy from high school that i hung out with 2 weeks prior. that is hot as hell, i have his # i didnt give him mine. & he likes me but is too shy to try anything} was there. so while alan is sitting right there i sit and talk about how hot sean is and how i'd sleep with him. & then sean sees me and comes over & takes me away from my group. hahaha. alan wanted to leave right then.
i'm a bitch right?
eh. i hate how i get bored so easily. thats why im friend oriented. cause with friends i almost never get bored. & especially the friends i have right now. i think sex can get in the way. if i had sex with any of the people in my "family" then it would complicate things. aka alan, sharif, dan... always complicating things. so im glad that now i just keep the fuck buddies out of my group. call them when im done HANGING OUT.
thats how it is w. sean.
sean & i hang out but when we are in a group it's weird. we both went to christinas party about a week ago. trashed. i was drunk. this is a cute story... he was drunk&high. i first met him up at qball. he got nervous so he did some coke. & started throwing up. cause he got out of hard drugs {hello. just like me} but he did it to wake up so he could talk to me. anyway. then we go to christinas party & sit outside for hours just talking. it was adorable. & funny. casey his younger brother, martinez & jc kept cock blocking us. & christina & jen r. kept bringing them inside. haha. i love my friends.
but thats about it. court next week. surgery on the 5th of dec. thats about it. christmas is coming up & im not looking forward to that... but thats about it. when i have my computer back i will update more.
<3 MUAH!
tomorrow i'm headed off to farmville with sam & jc. kris still doesn't know if he's going. its gonna be a good night of drinking:). i'll go to court in the morning. then we will leave & kris{if he goes} sam & i will work that night.
what have i been up too lately... nothing important. i hate this time of year. seriously i hate it. but i gotta deal with it. fall has never been my favorite season. but as soon as january hits it will be good. i found out that i can move out & have a place that i can afford feb. 1st. but things arent working out. i could move out but for just $250 plus utilities. i want that. i dont want to move in with alan. cause their house is discusting. well not really but i dont want alan to bother me every night. getting drunk phone calls from him is enough.
speaking of... the last time i wrote alan & i were hanging out a lot. well he decides to tell jose that im in love with him & all this bullshit. jose laughs at him cause he knows how i am. tells me about it & we go back to his house and i tell him good bye. peace out. my interest in him was over. i got bored. so you might think that i'm a bitch. but the night after this happens we are all hanging out and i see sean {guy from high school that i hung out with 2 weeks prior. that is hot as hell, i have his # i didnt give him mine. & he likes me but is too shy to try anything} was there. so while alan is sitting right there i sit and talk about how hot sean is and how i'd sleep with him. & then sean sees me and comes over & takes me away from my group. hahaha. alan wanted to leave right then.
i'm a bitch right?
eh. i hate how i get bored so easily. thats why im friend oriented. cause with friends i almost never get bored. & especially the friends i have right now. i think sex can get in the way. if i had sex with any of the people in my "family" then it would complicate things. aka alan, sharif, dan... always complicating things. so im glad that now i just keep the fuck buddies out of my group. call them when im done HANGING OUT.
thats how it is w. sean.
sean & i hang out but when we are in a group it's weird. we both went to christinas party about a week ago. trashed. i was drunk. this is a cute story... he was drunk&high. i first met him up at qball. he got nervous so he did some coke. & started throwing up. cause he got out of hard drugs {hello. just like me} but he did it to wake up so he could talk to me. anyway. then we go to christinas party & sit outside for hours just talking. it was adorable. & funny. casey his younger brother, martinez & jc kept cock blocking us. & christina & jen r. kept bringing them inside. haha. i love my friends.
but thats about it. court next week. surgery on the 5th of dec. thats about it. christmas is coming up & im not looking forward to that... but thats about it. when i have my computer back i will update more.
<3 MUAH!