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Mar 22, 2008 19:14

((ooc; 8D;; Sorry for spamming your f-lists templaters! Just tryin' to do this for character development and stuff and I don't spam the f-list again, I promise and I'm really sorry. Mostly the reason why haseo is the way he is (mean and all)... it's being explained :Oa Besides, if I saved it for later then chances are I'd forget and bleh))

It's long and angsty but it's to try for some character development. Have a lj-cut )

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thefirstphase March 23 2008, 00:36:15 UTC
[Walks up behind with both hands in his pockets.] .............

Get a grip.

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righthereskeith March 23 2008, 00:37:04 UTC
She was... bleedin'.

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thefirstphase March 23 2008, 00:39:08 UTC
It was a ghost. A fake. Just someone else fucking around with your psyche. Get over it.

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righthereskeith March 23 2008, 00:43:22 UTC
[gets up and pushes skeith slightly] Think I care?! It's taunting shit in my face that no matter what I can't do anythin'!

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thefirstphase March 23 2008, 00:48:52 UTC
[Takes a single step back to keep balance but otherwise doesn't back down.] That doesn't mean you should sit around acting like a fucking failure. It's pathetic.

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righthereskeith March 23 2008, 00:50:40 UTC
I'm not like you. You kill people. You seem them die what, everyday? It doesn't effect you. All I do is PK the PKers. There is no blood, there's nothin'. They come back..!

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thefirstphase March 23 2008, 00:54:57 UTC
[Growls in rage for a second before grabbing by the collar and yanking down to eye level.] I killed my own brother and committed suicide afterwards. Don't ever assume that it never effected me. [Shoves him away.] Now don't make me regret choosing you over everyone else. Aren't you supposed to be above this crap?

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righthereskeith March 23 2008, 01:01:46 UTC
[stumbles backwards] Fine regret it, I don't care right now. You don't know what I even saw. If you're just gonna bitch at me, get lost.

But whatever, I'll be fine in fift-- ten minuets.

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thefirstphase March 23 2008, 01:05:15 UTC
It's not that you shouldn't regret it. It's just that you shouldn't let anyone know about it. Attracts more people into worrying about you, thus befriending you and the vicious cycle continues. Common sense.

[Folds arms and grins.] Well, seems the brit taught me something at least~

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righthereskeith March 23 2008, 01:07:18 UTC
I... thought I was alone. I could have sworn I wasn't on the what... second level? I was.. by myself then everyone just crowded over..

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thefirstphase March 23 2008, 01:09:06 UTC
You should've known you were, not thought. ... [Shrug afterwards.] But whatever. Sometime when this started I figured that out. Apparently the second level became the first and vice versa or some... bullshit nonsense like that.

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righthereskeith March 23 2008, 01:12:05 UTC
I knew I was by myself but it's just... I don't know. Still. Image won't fuckin' leave though.

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thefirstphase March 23 2008, 01:18:59 UTC
It never goes away. [Scratches neck awkwardly for a few minutes, contemplating something.] ...Though if you promise not to bitch at me like you always do, I have a temporary solution for it.

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righthereskeith March 23 2008, 01:20:45 UTC
So why bitch at me? ...Yeah. I won't. What is it? Does it work?

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thefirstphase March 23 2008, 01:27:28 UTC
You're not supposed to let anyone know. They start going on and on about that "Are you okay? Do you wanna talk about it?" bullshit which really just keeps bringing up said memories and making it worse. Humanity's a pain.

Of course it works. I've been an addict for, what, five years maybe more? [False!Happy shrug.] I think I'd know how to block out mental scarring by now anyway.

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righthereskeith March 23 2008, 01:36:15 UTC
So be my bodyguard. Grab a stick and smack 'em away.

....Um. F-fine. Just.. don't let anyone know.

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