Dec 08, 2004 20:26
you are but a mental image drawn out in my head
carried on by the imagination of a dreamer
longing to be loved like never before
aching to be held like an innocent child
come before me young love
come before me and fullfill my fantasies
be the love iv always wanted
hold me like iv always needed
and u shall be seen before me...
im sitting here playing my guitar, listening to angry lesbian music, and yet, im happy. i cant stop thinking about katie. i miss her terribly. today was a pretty good day, work wise. we got a lot of shit done that we needed to get out, i still think im working saturday, i need the extra money!! not just for christmas, but just to do stuff. i cant remember the last time i went out and had fun with some extra money. it must have been before i moved to nashville. responsibility sucks, i want to be 15 again...well no, lets think about that for a moment...lol...no!! the money situation wont seem so bad once i get my car all payed off which should be by the end of january! after that, its apartment shopping! whoo hoo, i need to get a place thats closer to work though, cause this driving 15 miles back and forth to work everyday thing aint workin out too well. tomorrow is thursday! i love thursdays at work, their busy! yay fun. well im gonna jam out with my clam out for a bit, maybe go to bed a lil early, whatever...