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still not quite sure what provoked me to post my last entry, but im sure it was something i needed to get out. iv been thinking about alot of stuff lately...and having weird dreams...i talked to my friend kung powee today. hes all suicidal and shit, and i have no idea what to say to him or do to make him feel good. because....there is nothing. i know how it is i watched one of my closest friends ever go to shit, so fucking depressed about her life she had to blow her brains out, i understand that, and thats why its soo hard right now...hes a good guy and i...FUCK...im done