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I think livejournal may be desperate. They constantly make new options and features available even for the free accounts (like mine) that look more and more like myspace, facebook, etc.
Either way I think it's because no one ever checks their lj anymore.
Which is fine. I am sure the fine folks at livejournal dont need to eat anyways.
"the only sensible way to live, is without rules".
I am going to eat that sentence for breakfast EVERY morning. Will I become The Joker? no... not my style.
All I know, is that it made me think.
I have to stop feeling so "bad" and "guilty" for everything that I do, because frankly, I have no idea who I want to be or WHAT the fuck I have been holding myself up to for so many years... I just want to be me... just me.
It's like fucking sinner's guilt or something. I have it, I acknowledge it, and I dont even really internalize it in my heart. Instead, I just fucking carry it around all the time... like I was born with it or something. Which I dont believe... so I am not going to do that anymore.
The only way to do that is to make choices that make me happy now, and choices that could benefit a prosperous future for myself, my soul, and my loved ones.
So I will monitor myself (for as long as I can remember to do it). Which, now that I am writing it out, seems like an oxymoron, but its not, really... I am not going to have any ultimate goal of what fucking "person" I want to be anymore. It's not like I ever did, but I sure THOUGHT I did.
Lets see what happens.
Either way I think it's because no one ever checks their lj anymore.
Which is fine. I am sure the fine folks at livejournal dont need to eat anyways.
"the only sensible way to live, is without rules".
I am going to eat that sentence for breakfast EVERY morning. Will I become The Joker? no... not my style.
All I know, is that it made me think.
I have to stop feeling so "bad" and "guilty" for everything that I do, because frankly, I have no idea who I want to be or WHAT the fuck I have been holding myself up to for so many years... I just want to be me... just me.
It's like fucking sinner's guilt or something. I have it, I acknowledge it, and I dont even really internalize it in my heart. Instead, I just fucking carry it around all the time... like I was born with it or something. Which I dont believe... so I am not going to do that anymore.
The only way to do that is to make choices that make me happy now, and choices that could benefit a prosperous future for myself, my soul, and my loved ones.
So I will monitor myself (for as long as I can remember to do it). Which, now that I am writing it out, seems like an oxymoron, but its not, really... I am not going to have any ultimate goal of what fucking "person" I want to be anymore. It's not like I ever did, but I sure THOUGHT I did.
Lets see what happens.