epiphany. ive always seen it. but now ive realized it.
reverting to old ways. ways that made me feel good all the time. not just a quick fix or a temporary satisfaction. i dont want to be pushed around or fed anything i havent asked for. not love, not lies. tired of hanging up phones and cursing. i know im not lost. maybe just confused about which way is the right way to take. done feeling incompetant or incapable. my name is vince.