Something I didn't Tell You
Title:Something I didn't Tell You
Pairing: Matsumiya
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: Only one of my delusion.
Warning: poor English
Summary: It's my fault at the first place.
A/N:
*Unbetaed and written in a bad state of mind.
*I feel so angsty lately. I tried to relax(?) my self by reading angsty fic today, which almost of them is love triangle, then suddenly this idea hit my head. I always wonder what kind of feeling of person who chooses to have a relationship with someone they don't love.
*Maybe it can be counted as a sequel of Our Goodbye.
*I hope tomorrow is still Sunday or it will be better if tomorrow already December, though...
It’s my fault at the first place for saying yes to you when my heart still completely for him.
I did my best to return your feeling for me fully and I did happy with you, but in the end I still couldn’t bring my mouth to let out those three words you always said to me all those time.
Everything got harder when the owner of my heart came back and asked me to come back to him.
My mouth almost said yes right away at the same time mind reminded me that I was yours at the time.
He made it even worst by approaching me almost everyday even I had told him about you, just because he know me too well.
I couldn’t resist him, or maybe I never tried.
There’s guilt in my heart everytime we’re together, everytime you poured out your love for me.
It turned me crazy.
Then that time finally came.
Those words finally went out from your mouth, broke my heart into pieces.
How could you still become so kind and lovely to me when I destroyed your trust, hurt your heart, never valued the love you gave for me?
My sorry would never changed everything.
Thank you for loving me with all your heart all those time.
Thank you for always put my happiness at the first place.
I will fulfill my promise.
I will be happy with him.
And most of all,
I hope you happiness.
I hope you will found some one who will love you back so dearly.
Thank you for everything.
I’ll always be so grateful ever be loved by you.
When we ever meet again one day, we will able to laugh together again, with no regret of the past.