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I was wearing a new sexy black dress, heels and stockings, and he got called into work.
Bollocks.
Back in the four walls on my larry. I know I could go watch movies with Dan and Rose, but I was so up for being able to go out with Timmy and have a good night and then go get drunk at a pub or a club that now I'm just mardy. Lame. On the plus side...What the fuck is up with my period? I've had the first normal person's period pain-wise in my life?! I mean it's had its moments, but nothing even close to comparable to what used to be. Could have something to do with the pill I've been on for the past year, it is my first period since starting it, it might just be having a really positive effect on that front, and it's always been good for my hormones. I never thought a perfect combination could exist! Huzzah! I mean of course the hormones are raging but that's just life right? And it has been pretty bad at times, but nothing I can't handle... Can't get over it. Of course this also means I've had a few wasted nights in expecting it to happen, but I can cope with that. Back to work Monday, that will be fun.
Hopefully I will stop feeling ill as well, although to be perfectly honest I'm doubtful. Other things are still wrong, my appetite is all over the place, I've lost 2 pounds in a week... I know that's not massive but it's just quite strange since I've been steadily gaining weight for such a long time now without looking back. Still feeling totally nauseous especially in relation to certain smells, like vegetable oil and takeaways...shudder. Still feel tired, although currently that's probably to do with blood loss and doing nothing for the passed four days, temperature still gets a bit funny... I don't know.
Anyway, I guess what I'll do is text around, see if anyone's up for a few drinks, and if not, a night in with 4oD and megavideo will have to do! Or I could even go watch a movie or two with others.
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Bollocks.
Back in the four walls on my larry. I know I could go watch movies with Dan and Rose, but I was so up for being able to go out with Timmy and have a good night and then go get drunk at a pub or a club that now I'm just mardy. Lame. On the plus side...What the fuck is up with my period? I've had the first normal person's period pain-wise in my life?! I mean it's had its moments, but nothing even close to comparable to what used to be. Could have something to do with the pill I've been on for the past year, it is my first period since starting it, it might just be having a really positive effect on that front, and it's always been good for my hormones. I never thought a perfect combination could exist! Huzzah! I mean of course the hormones are raging but that's just life right? And it has been pretty bad at times, but nothing I can't handle... Can't get over it. Of course this also means I've had a few wasted nights in expecting it to happen, but I can cope with that. Back to work Monday, that will be fun.
Hopefully I will stop feeling ill as well, although to be perfectly honest I'm doubtful. Other things are still wrong, my appetite is all over the place, I've lost 2 pounds in a week... I know that's not massive but it's just quite strange since I've been steadily gaining weight for such a long time now without looking back. Still feeling totally nauseous especially in relation to certain smells, like vegetable oil and takeaways...shudder. Still feel tired, although currently that's probably to do with blood loss and doing nothing for the passed four days, temperature still gets a bit funny... I don't know.
Anyway, I guess what I'll do is text around, see if anyone's up for a few drinks, and if not, a night in with 4oD and megavideo will have to do! Or I could even go watch a movie or two with others.
sorted!