If I don't look at it, then it won't look at me
I know I haven't posted lately. Mostly it is to keep all the thoughts running through my head from coming out. Last week I had people from church help me pack some of my stuff. This week I could have them over, but I just don't feel like dealing with the stress of it all. This week should be our closing for the new house. But the underwriter is still dragging their feet and now the closing we were hoping would have happened weeks ago is destroying my sanity. So I just ignore it until I have to look at it. Because if I think on it too much then it will drive me crazy. We were hoping to hear from the underwriter on Friday, so we could close on Monday, that didn't happen, then the underwriter sent an e-mail on Friday saying that they should get through the paperwork by Monday. But Monday came and went and nothing. Then today the loan officer asks them about it again and they say that they now have it on their desk and we may hear something tomorrow. A clear to close on Monday would have had us closing on Wednesday, a clear to close today would have had us closing on Thursday, a clear to close tomorrow will have us closing on Friday, which is not what I wanted. Anything past tomorrow will have us closing next week.
Our plans for Thanksgiving include visiting my sister in Pennsylvania and my sister in law in Virginia. Depending on how long it takes us to close will depend on whether or not we will be taking our vacation. It all makes me want to cry. And feeling in this mood while sitting at home alone with the dogs is not the best thing for me.
I have a doctor's appointment on Friday, do I cancel it and schedule it for Thursday? Or do I leave it for Friday just in case we don't end up closing this week after all? I don't know. I hate the idea of making a trip out there just to drive all the way back again. I have a headache and have not eaten well tonight. I need to snap out of it all. Maybe a nap for 30 min or so will help.
Our plans for Thanksgiving include visiting my sister in Pennsylvania and my sister in law in Virginia. Depending on how long it takes us to close will depend on whether or not we will be taking our vacation. It all makes me want to cry. And feeling in this mood while sitting at home alone with the dogs is not the best thing for me.
I have a doctor's appointment on Friday, do I cancel it and schedule it for Thursday? Or do I leave it for Friday just in case we don't end up closing this week after all? I don't know. I hate the idea of making a trip out there just to drive all the way back again. I have a headache and have not eaten well tonight. I need to snap out of it all. Maybe a nap for 30 min or so will help.