Aunt Flo (Read only if you dare)
This post is about menstruation, if you feel this may bother you then don't click on the cut, if not then click away.
So. This Tuesday, September 1st, I have a doctor's appointment with my Obgyn. The appointment is for my yearly PAP, as well as for all the tests I will need for my first appointment with the Fertility Clinic. I am anxious for it, I am anxious for it to be done, I am anxious to make my first appointment with the fertility clinic. However, I need to not be menstruating for this appointment, it is one of the rules. Do not come if you are menstruating, however, know when your last menstruation was. And so, here I am on a Wednesday, and I am spotting, and feeling the familiar ache of oncoming craps, and I am praying that this cycle only lasts five days, as it usually does. Yes, I have already said prayers concerning it. Please, let it only last five days. Five days, Wednesday (if we are counting spotting), Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday (if we are not counting the spotting). Cuts it rather close doesn't it? Ughhh! I knew it was coming, but I was hoping that it wouldn't come during the time when I didn't want it to come. Maybe I might call tomorrow and see if I can make a second, back up appointment just in case. Hopefully not a month out like this one was, it makes it difficult to plan around when there is so much time. I know it is weird, but pray for me, five days, make it only be five days.
So. This Tuesday, September 1st, I have a doctor's appointment with my Obgyn. The appointment is for my yearly PAP, as well as for all the tests I will need for my first appointment with the Fertility Clinic. I am anxious for it, I am anxious for it to be done, I am anxious to make my first appointment with the fertility clinic. However, I need to not be menstruating for this appointment, it is one of the rules. Do not come if you are menstruating, however, know when your last menstruation was. And so, here I am on a Wednesday, and I am spotting, and feeling the familiar ache of oncoming craps, and I am praying that this cycle only lasts five days, as it usually does. Yes, I have already said prayers concerning it. Please, let it only last five days. Five days, Wednesday (if we are counting spotting), Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday (if we are not counting the spotting). Cuts it rather close doesn't it? Ughhh! I knew it was coming, but I was hoping that it wouldn't come during the time when I didn't want it to come. Maybe I might call tomorrow and see if I can make a second, back up appointment just in case. Hopefully not a month out like this one was, it makes it difficult to plan around when there is so much time. I know it is weird, but pray for me, five days, make it only be five days.