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[riesiel]

Oft times my mind is clouded
as if a fog has rolled in
and muffled all thoughts
yet today the fog has solidified
and now is a wall
against which thoughts
stand no chance of finding a door
once they hit the solid stone
they fall, and fumble irrationally
toward the doom that is
forgetfulness.

Comments

[riesiel]

I hope so too, I figure that by the end of the year the craziness at work will abate, at least I hope so. I have finally given up on trying to think through one of the powerpoints I am working on and yet I find myself futilely throwing words out here and hoping that they mean something. I think I need a mental health day but I have none left. Just a month in a half left, then this year is done. I just have to keep telling myself that.

[amandajane17]

Do you have depression hon ? That is so how I feel on a bad day.

Thanks for putting it into words.

[riesiel]

I don't think I do, just when I am very much stressed and overworked my mind does something like a huge headache, but sometimes it doesn't hurt it just blocks all thought.

[equatorialmoon]

Rachel...you are causing me some concern here now. I'm going to have to call up a few prayers just to keep an eye on you. And if your work is stressing you so that you do not like it anymore, then please let your super/manager know...you are an asset, and I believe they just might take a little better care of you. Please be careful...