Oct 30, 2011 18:50
Poor Buttons. Every time a firecracker goes BAM she quivers... Her nerves are just shot. Even with the fuzzy tough bat wings I got her to wear. I keep telling her that she looks so bad ass in them and that she shouldn't worry about the crazy explosions that are heard like every 2 minutes. I guess she just can't help it coming from where the sound of riffles basically mean your dead for someones dinner. also, its already too cold for her tiny short haired body. she's been pretty much home bodied and getting in trouble with shitting and pissing everywhere cause I'm not home to walk her... a few tiny kinks to work out. yeah, like me placing my foot so far up her arse... phew, I need to relax before I get emotional.
In honor of halloween, I suggest everyone go rent and watch 'TAILS FROM DA HOOD.' Its hot subversive shit. for real.
all like FUCK THE PO, FUCK ALL RACIST WHITE PEOPLE, FUCK MEN... FUCK!!!!!! but wit style.
woah man, my heart just got itself a little gaylord broken. yep, I'm confused, sad & lonely for, the babe. vancouver's hottest babe, gabe. I just held out on so much for her and now she's out of town (out of my life) for so long. I feel ditched and loserish for making our so called 'relationship' up more than it all appears to me now.
plus, now, there's this tough tattooed anarchist all like fuck the police, cause he actually has, boy in my life and I'm fucking freaking out!!
all fucked up about it cause everything inside of me is saying that I don't want to give in!!
I so honestly feel like I've worked to fucking hard and long on building up my gay empire up to here, where its top shit AND there's no damn way I'm just gonna give it all up for a male. yes, its true, he may be DARN cutesy, supersilly & straight edge PLUS he loves from his whole heart, all ego & vanity aside... (I've never felt more comfortable with a male ever .)
BUT
psst, damn bro, simply put, I could get preg or even worse...
be considered a hetero!!
hola!
imagine that? fitting in everywhere?! fuckin scary shit.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckin hell, I'm torn & broken hearted. and all I wanted was this native woman to share the rest of my life with.
in any regards, I'm still crystal free and this whole straight edge thing isn't looking so bad! (I can't believe I just said that! I'm a new bitch I tell yah. check me out.)
ahh sick, the bi-sexual blues?!!!!!!!!
I feel so pathetic right now.