i havent written in the longest

May 04, 2009 00:28

...and its mainly because my mind is such a clutter

so many things im thinking and i dont know where to begin to start organizing any of my thoughts.

this quarter & so my ucr life is quickly coming to an end- but i have myself til the 15th to not think about it- so until then. bwahaha

this past weekend i finally became a big^3 & got to meet yet another little little. i have come to the conclusion that this will probably be my last exciting revealing. im glad it 'ended' so well.

on saturday i brought my 2 favorite people home. and now i hate both of them d=
jk. or am i?

on a totally separate note entirely- have you ever had that feeling where you know a friend is doing something (or even someone) & the whole situation is going to end up in disaster? i like to call that feeling impending doom. and you just want to smack them over the head and scream- 'remember what happaned last time?' or 'are you crazy?' but you can't- because they're your friend, its their choice...
im usually right about these gut feelings.

you're too good for this. for her even. theres no use in salvaging a relationship just because its familiar, and because you dont want to see her with anyone else. knowing you, you need someone that makes you want to do all the romantic ruckus without her telling you to. but most of & above all- i dont think she respects you...because sure, shes an 'independent woman' but around you- shes needy and monopolizes your attention even around friends and family. just think about the kind of company she keeps- is that the type of person you want to spend the rest of your life with?

le sigh. no worries, in the end- i will help you pick up the pieces, and i will hold back from saying i told you so.
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