I'M GOING TO JAPAN ... maybe,
so i discussed it with my parents and well they didnt say yes or no. ugh. i hate it when they do that. well. anyway. they told me that i should get a flight+hotel package with a shuttle and tour stuff. they wanna make sure im safe? idk what they mean but gawd. err. how parently-like. but i think that would be really expensive!!!!! i just wanna buy a cheap air ticket and from the airport just take the train nearest to the hotel. and then go from there. but no. my parents want me to make a WHOLE itinerary of the trip before letting me go. O_O'; talk about the extra work on top of school and work!!! ugh! this trip better be worth it! well it is worth it but UGH! now that i really think about it i dont even know wth im doing. i dont know how im gonna get tickets for the concerts. i dont know how were gonna EXPLORE. like should i get the jr pass or not? im so confused! someone who has traveled to japan please help me! ugh. i am so stressed out. gawd. i wish i had a friend to stay with there to help with hotel costs. im gonna be so broke. ah! gawd. i will say it again.. i am stressed. when i shouldnt be. i seriously think my parents are just doing this to me so that when i do have everything planned out the tickets will be outta my budget and i cant go. period. fawk man. i swear they were even avoiding me today so that i wouldnt ask them about it! they totally knew whats up. tsk. they didnt even want to call me down for dinner! wth?!