same old

Oct 02, 2008 21:18

I just wanted to say hi internet!
I miss you and I'm sorry I never post anymore.

Here is a picture of me cycling through Greece:


Honestly, I probably will never post all my pictures on here - on facebook, maybe.
Is this a dying medium or just something I have grown away from? I think both.

Autumn is the season I love the most. I feel like I can make anything happen.

I feel obligated to say something about the current status of my life. Overall, I'd say I'm more comfortable with myself and what I want than ever before.
The conflicts that do exist are essentially reinventions of the same conflicts that have always affected me. I feel like I am still floating around in a social realm that is too large and diverse for a single individual to traverse. People come and go from my life, some stay. I cannot be well-defined by any particular association and while sometimes I feel lost in this sort of sense of anomie, I think this is just my nature. My spirit is restless, which I think is a good thing. I've just got to figure out the best way to roll with it. I feel like I am conquering more all the time, meanwhile discovering more I'd like to conquer. Conquer is not the right word.
I wonder which way I'm going to take this amazing thing we know as life. I feel like a couple of years from now I am just as likely to be living a million kilometers away, existing in a completely different way, as I am as likely to stay loyal to my dear New Orleans, rolling with the same crew, more or less. I have no idea how it'll go, but I just turned 21 and there is so much living left to be done! It seems moments ago that I was just 17 and the great big world had so much to offer me and I was ready to dive right in. It's beautiful how much I have learned since then - there is so much more!

Anyway! Enough of this crap. I have to go. I love you all.
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