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Sep 30, 2004 19:24

it's been a long couple of days.

i just got home from the hospital from where my grandma's having severe phantom pains & panic attacks, my grandpa is sick with worry & a cold, my mother cannot restrain her tongue & cares for no one at all but herself.

i, however, managed to restrain mine because last night going to take my grandparent's garbage out for them, she almost punched me in the head because "my driving scared her". even though i was going the speed limit.

i had to go to urgent care because my wrist hurts so bad, & my mom made me pay for the appointment, even though i'm broke, even though she's getting a $2,000 check tomorrow morning. i have tendonitis & have to wear a wrist splint for a week or so.

& i'm worried about danny. i think? i'm spending the night at the hospital with grandma tomorrow because she needs company & she's scared. when i was just leaving her room to talk to a nurse she cried out for me to stay.

the woman on the other side of the screen is 99, has a strong voice, & was reciting psalms. my grandma's mouth forms in the shape of an O ten seconds before the sound like a rasping cough around the rocks in her throat begins.
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