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It seems to me that I now have a new sense on friendship, a new sense on relationships. I mean sure their are those people that will always be your friends, and always be there for you, but than their are those people with whom relationships are just starting and your really just getting to know. But than again, when do you "really" know someone, and why does it even matter that you "really" know them. Good friends are those who you feel a special connection with at that moment, even if that moment doesn't last for a life time. Best friends can come and go, best friends don't have to be forever. But for me, what is important right now is that I have a smile on my face, someone to call when i'm sad, and friends, even if just here for the moment, are making me happy.
I am not quite sure why the road I have taken has lead me to where I am right now. And I am not quite sure if I even deserve it. And I suppose their is no point to question what I have done, and if where I am at right now is exactly where I want to be. Because of course their is something I would want to change. Something I could have done differently, a relationship I could have put more effort into. But at any, if i'm content to be where i'm at, than I suppose I have done everything right, and the choices I've made, though not all wise at that time, have succeded in maturing and developing and progressing my life to a point that no matter where my life leads, I will know that good things can come from even the worst of decisions.
I am not quite sure why the road I have taken has lead me to where I am right now. And I am not quite sure if I even deserve it. And I suppose their is no point to question what I have done, and if where I am at right now is exactly where I want to be. Because of course their is something I would want to change. Something I could have done differently, a relationship I could have put more effort into. But at any, if i'm content to be where i'm at, than I suppose I have done everything right, and the choices I've made, though not all wise at that time, have succeded in maturing and developing and progressing my life to a point that no matter where my life leads, I will know that good things can come from even the worst of decisions.