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[riderlikeahorse]

I am sorry I had to leave
I am sorry I couldn’t stay
But just sometimes
Problems occur in my way

The yelling is pointless
It’s burning my eyes
My cheeks are pale
I swallow my pride

I’ve been gone for long
Returning to peace
Never lasts to long
We have started break

Up with the tension
I now hold with a string
Falling apart
With the words soothing

Have an outlet
A friend to call
I use my words
Soothing

I want to talk
But you’re never there
I need your voice
I need your touch

Soothing
Me with answers
Compliments to get me through
I just wish I could do the same for you

Words heal my pain
It has never cut too deep
But you have your cuts
Scars will always keep

To be reminders
Of once was before
Memories can’t be lost
They are embedded in your scars

The screaming here
Never lasts for long
Painful for a while
Words soothing

Already feel better
From this vent
To the anonymous sky
I am calm, and my tears are dry

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What I wrote tonight. My release to the anonymous sky.