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oh god i dont know what to do. I want to get a job and make money but i am very afraid that if i do i wont see chris hardly at all, and only always at the dorm. and that is lame cause i dont want to only be there, there is nothing to do there and eric is usually there (which means no alone time or anything. i keep taking deep breaths and telling myself that it will all work out and i can always quit if need be, but its still just a huge fear that something will happen and i dont know.....im just terrified.
very excited tho that i made a very good impression when i was interviewed. so yay. and i am sure something will be able to get worked out, either with mom or eric maybe being able to drop chris off or pick him up or something, so we shall see.
it doesnt help that my classes are pretty hard and some of them are frightfully boring, but such is life.
very excited tho that i made a very good impression when i was interviewed. so yay. and i am sure something will be able to get worked out, either with mom or eric maybe being able to drop chris off or pick him up or something, so we shall see.
it doesnt help that my classes are pretty hard and some of them are frightfully boring, but such is life.