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everyday, this?
I Will say that i am jealous and upset. and i won't refrain from showing it, no matter how immature and ridiculous and time-wasting it can be. but yes i am still being nice to her and we are talking just so you know and yes, i initiated it. i don't see why not. and it's not fake at all.
the only thing that is fake is that...well actually there's nothing. it's like talking to a friend and being uncontrollably envious.
it's crazy.
and think about it, had you stayed with her, talking to her now and being happy and she wouldn't give you any shit, and she would definitely take you out tonight, to any gig. give you the best birthday, and just meet everyday
- are you crazy look at what you're missing out on.
i will repeat this over and over again because it is the fact and why the fuck aren't you taking it.
who gives a fuck if im unhappy? its just me let it be im dying soon anyways. and who gives a fuck? dont give a fuck about me, its about you. go and let free for the love of god.
who gives a fuck if teachers now know i take sleeping pills and now they think im crazy or sth and they get surprised if they see me actually just genuinely laugh?
WHO GIVES A BLOODY FUCK?
bestie said i used to be "the butter to your bread though."
familiar to that fucking sugar to the fucking coffee no?
i just can't do it anymore. i can't. Please, let her take my place. & Happy Birthday.
you would do whatever you think you can that would actually change ALL of this but if not take my word, seriously.
*breathe*
I Will say that i am jealous and upset. and i won't refrain from showing it, no matter how immature and ridiculous and time-wasting it can be. but yes i am still being nice to her and we are talking just so you know and yes, i initiated it. i don't see why not. and it's not fake at all.
the only thing that is fake is that...well actually there's nothing. it's like talking to a friend and being uncontrollably envious.
it's crazy.
and think about it, had you stayed with her, talking to her now and being happy and she wouldn't give you any shit, and she would definitely take you out tonight, to any gig. give you the best birthday, and just meet everyday
- are you crazy look at what you're missing out on.
i will repeat this over and over again because it is the fact and why the fuck aren't you taking it.
who gives a fuck if im unhappy? its just me let it be im dying soon anyways. and who gives a fuck? dont give a fuck about me, its about you. go and let free for the love of god.
who gives a fuck if teachers now know i take sleeping pills and now they think im crazy or sth and they get surprised if they see me actually just genuinely laugh?
WHO GIVES A BLOODY FUCK?
bestie said i used to be "the butter to your bread though."
familiar to that fucking sugar to the fucking coffee no?
i just can't do it anymore. i can't. Please, let her take my place. & Happy Birthday.
you would do whatever you think you can that would actually change ALL of this but if not take my word, seriously.
*breathe*