I hate family
Ok so guessing what the subject is you can tell i am kinda angry. My sister is fine. Hurt but fine. My grandparents are here and they are good and are staying for a few days to help out. My parents are not asking me to help. They are not asking me to leave they are just bitching about what ever i do. No matter what it is they want to bitch at me. I am trying to work 3 jobs and one is giving me the run around. Its one of my fathers best friends so i really cant just walk away. And with the 3 jobs when they all start i am going to have tuesday - thurday off after 4 or 5 pm. And that will be my only free time. So they ask me just now what summer class i am taking. And i told them i was not taking one. That would mean my days would start EVERY day at 6am and i would not even have the chance of being home before 10:30pm. That would just be work and school. EVERY FUCKING DAY!!! So more or less that would mean breaking up with natalie and dumping all my friends. I will not do that. And they understood that not 5 days ago. Now they are back on my case about working and school during all my waking hours. My dad is one of they guys that wishs he had rushed though life so he could retire at a younger age. But i ask him if he would change what he did. And he is like no it all storys and good memorys. But he wont see that i am makeing my life as i want to. And it does not mean i have to finish school in 4 years. I really dont care. At this point in my life school is what i am doing just to make some people shut up. They yell at me about doing what i want in life and not doing a job that i wont like. But when i ask about changing my major they fucking flip and start talking about you cant change the plan or you will lose time. I have one class put into my major. ONE fucking class. I would rather think about that now then in 3-4 years when i have ten class's in my major and do what my uncle did and stay in school for 7-9 years to be a teacher. I am sorry for that rant i am just tired of being yelled at almost everytime i talk to my father when he is with my mother. And every time i talk to them alone they are fine. It is going to come down to me telling them i dont care about school i am going and i will do well when i feel like it. And till then just let me live my life.
Hahaha my mother is not jokeing about you looking forward to living here the next few weeks and i am now thinking how hard it would be to just leave and not come back for a few weeks. Anyhow the only good thing i can find about right now is my backup plan that i am this || close to telling them is just sign with the fucking army. Maybe that would get them to shut up. And for anyone thinking i might do this i have a few Very good reasons not to. If and when they are gone, i am gone.
Peace
PS i am in need of a vacation. I might just take the bike up to MI next tues-friday. If anyone wants in call me.
PPS I am still waiting to talk to you James. I dont want to post on your journal to get results
Hahaha my mother is not jokeing about you looking forward to living here the next few weeks and i am now thinking how hard it would be to just leave and not come back for a few weeks. Anyhow the only good thing i can find about right now is my backup plan that i am this || close to telling them is just sign with the fucking army. Maybe that would get them to shut up. And for anyone thinking i might do this i have a few Very good reasons not to. If and when they are gone, i am gone.
Peace
PS i am in need of a vacation. I might just take the bike up to MI next tues-friday. If anyone wants in call me.
PPS I am still waiting to talk to you James. I dont want to post on your journal to get results