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so, i totally fucked up. went against everything that i believe and have thought. i hurt someone who i love so much and care for.
fucked a lot of shit up.
it all seemed ok at the moment, but all the hints were there. i just didnt get 'em. and now im stuck here, in a place where NOBODY should be. worst thing is, is that i cant even yell at the person because "i dont know everything i know" if ya catch my drift. issues. issues. issues.
but i brought them all on myself. so i gotta get over it. and deal with it. take shit into my hands and have at it. no more closed doors. time to start living it how i want it to. thinking before acting, and doing whats right and best, not easy and immediate.
that's right- hang your head in shame, because you fucked up. let the world know.
I FUCKED UP!!!
disclamer: noboday reading this has any idea about what im talking about so dont feel like you are the only one who doesnt know. and the wounds are a little too fresh to open it up to the public. gotta deal with the shit at hand.
fucked a lot of shit up.
it all seemed ok at the moment, but all the hints were there. i just didnt get 'em. and now im stuck here, in a place where NOBODY should be. worst thing is, is that i cant even yell at the person because "i dont know everything i know" if ya catch my drift. issues. issues. issues.
but i brought them all on myself. so i gotta get over it. and deal with it. take shit into my hands and have at it. no more closed doors. time to start living it how i want it to. thinking before acting, and doing whats right and best, not easy and immediate.
that's right- hang your head in shame, because you fucked up. let the world know.
I FUCKED UP!!!
disclamer: noboday reading this has any idea about what im talking about so dont feel like you are the only one who doesnt know. and the wounds are a little too fresh to open it up to the public. gotta deal with the shit at hand.