Poetry+Lyrics
"Drive-By Hugs and Dead Weight"
Go
if you really want to
Don't mind the extra weight
it's just Me
trying to keep you from
leaving me
I need you here
can't you see that?
can't you see how
I'm Lost
when you don't
Smile at me?
Drive-By Hugs
oh, how I wish
Remember those days?
In The Beginning
but i ruined it
how I Always Do
let me get it right
Give Me Another Chance
to end your halfhearted hellos
Give Me Another Chance
...please
"I Miss You"
nostalgia
it hits me like a wave
crashing over my rocky past
it's then I remember
How Much I Miss You
although I see you every day
am I really seeing you?
Fridays remind me of
How Much I Miss Us.
How Much I Miss
your arm around me
on that cold, cold night
comforting me as I told you of
my rocky past
I Thought You Were Different
oh, how i miss
Pillow Fights and
Napoleon Dynamite...
I Wrote That Song For You.
[[untitled]]
he watches her with pity
ther is no Empathy in those eyes
he's never been there,
nor does he want to go
genuinely sorry?
for ever meeting her!
I'm sorry you feel that way.
"I'm Counting On It"
((i kind of stole this idea from emily...))
one
the number of people i've fallen in love with
towo
you know it's you
three the number of perfect days we've had
four
yet i ask for more
five the nmber of weeks i've waited you
six
just for kicks....
tell me you love me
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we had "highschool sweetheart"
written all over us
these words become
synonymous
haleyandstephen
I really, truly saw it
I thought you did too
but then again, maybe I go too far into things
I'm awesome, you'd totally date me
but...
you kind of met this girl, and she's kind of your girlfriend
kind of
spoken as if it'll soften the blow
partially
as though if it's not complete
my heart won't break all the way
thorns
from the first rose you gave her
find their way over to me
a halo of barbed wire, razorblades, and broken promises you never made
you place it on my head ever so gently
then slowly walk away
and, me song, for "memories" purposes only since i posted it already....
"Where Did I Go Wrong?"
Don't look at me with that blank stare
don't try to pretend like you care
don't you even try to talk to me about forever
your cold brown eyes are spacing out
your heart and mouth take different routes
can't you seem e asking why i didn't even see this never
[[chorus:]]
for my heart has broke again you see
i thought you were my destiny
did i again think wrong?
being again, i doubt i'll stay strong
being again, i doubt i'll last long
please just tell me where i went wrong
someday i hope that you will see
that i could be your destiny
i could never give up hope that would be so unlike me
until then i'll sit and wait
cuz youre someone i couldn't hate
try as i might i oculd never give up hopes of you and me
[[chorus]]
[[bridge:]]
i could never give up hopes
of true love at second sight
although in hindsight
it never turns out the way i wish it would
[[chorus]]
"Time Is Running Out"
time is running out
i don't know what i'll do.
i thought I had it all
that time i was alone with you.
you decieved but did not lie
maybe it is all my fault.
but i really know its not
this needs to come to a halt.
these feelings need to end
they're only killing me.
it'll never happen though
its that i need to see.
maybe it's denial
that makes me carry on
i know it's just that smile
that happiness, that con.
I know it's just that smile
of happiness foregone
"You Can Call Me Cosette" --revised
there is a castle, here I start
it is the place of all my dreams
aren't any boys that break my heart
no good aim to throw that dart
there is a room thats filled with hope
there is just but one perfect boy
nobody interrupts my joy
not in my castle you destroyed
there is just one boy dressed in black
holds me and tells me don't pull back
hes warm to hold and hes soft to touch
he says, "cosette i love you very much"
i know a place where love won't hurt
i know a place where i'm loved back
loving me back is what he's for
he doesn't hate me anymore
in other news, stephen is officially the most confusing guy in the history of forever. we did not speak today except for when i held my arms out for a hug and he obliged and i was like hi and he was like hi.
dammit, this kid bothers me so frigging much.
i'm better friends with justin and nic than with him, and the rest either don't like me or are apathetic. it's like... i don't even know.
today i walked to the B&GC with nic xoch and justin.... 'twas fun. we ate roses and contemplated death by breaking sticks and squishy toys, lol. don't ask.
when you eat red rose petals, it turns your spit purple. ahahaha. and we took all the petals off a rose, and xoch got flower sperm all over her hand whilst justin rebuilt the de-petaled rose
he is really, really hot.
he was everything, everything that i wanted. we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it. all the memories so close to me just face away. all this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending
story of my life right there....