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i wish the spring would come. i want to feel the crisp breeze blow through my hair. i want to feel safe and secure. i want to feel loved. i want to feel the sun beating warm upon my face. i want to stare at the clouds through my sunglasses so they look sepia. i want to cruise around in a car with the window all the way down. i want to goto the park and sit in the grass and ponder introspectively. i want to be with my best friend and have one great time before i leave for four years. i want to close the chapter of my life i titled "the beginnings, the middle, the ending; my experiences, thoughts, feelings, and hatred of everything i went through; but now im totally okay with the person i have become from sed experiences, thoughts and feelings". i just want to be a kid one last time before what i think is the inevitable step into adulthood.