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life is such a mystery... and im kinda wondering when im going to figure things out.. like when is this whole puzzle going to come together?.. i mean lately things have been so confusing and just not going right and i dont like it at all!!seriously what the hell is up.. well yea boys are dumb and they.. i dont no lol they are just weird. one second they are doing something to make you happy and the next they are like dont talk to me.. i mean honestly who deserves that... its so gay and a half aha well yea i never say that but i just did so yea anyway i really dont get them... everything is so confusing and on top of it all i have like no one to talk to bc i dont have friends... i know i sound like a loser but it really sucks because ive been in skool for almost 2 months and i still dont know anyone. Like i try and everyone knows that im not quiet or anything but i dont no something about the people... they arent really the first ones to seem like they wanna make friends.. i mean i dont know because i dont know them and maybe they just dont express that they want to meet new people. i really have no clue and ofcourse i still have my best friends and i always will but when one of your best friends is in the troubles with you.. on the opposite side you really cant talk to them about it bc they dont have anything to say.... and i hate when i express things to people because they tell me to and then they have like nothing to say back.. like dont sit here and tell me to talk to you if you cant talk and help me back.. well i think ive said enough for now.. if you can talk to me.. then please do!
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