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home kinda early.
I am not really sure why.. other than because its too cold to be outside.. and i had no where to go.. besides my bed.
Everything is so confusing.
Tonight was so awkward.. i felt like i def shouldnt have been where i was. I just wish things could go back to being somewhat normal. I don't understand what i ever did wrong.. or why things just ended. I am tired of trying to make things better...i guess you can say that this is a two person job.. and im the only one working at it.
basically... its over. I am pretty positive.
I just want to go back to florida where i have a semi-figured out life. Hopefully ill get to go back for new years..I wish airfare wasn't so expensive :/
People here are so gay. besides ash...shes really all i have since you can only count on guys half the time.
If people viewed things the way I do about life (in general), things would be a lot easier..
But hey.. i guess thats part of life.. everything has to be complex.
er/n
I am not really sure why.. other than because its too cold to be outside.. and i had no where to go.. besides my bed.
Everything is so confusing.
Tonight was so awkward.. i felt like i def shouldnt have been where i was. I just wish things could go back to being somewhat normal. I don't understand what i ever did wrong.. or why things just ended. I am tired of trying to make things better...i guess you can say that this is a two person job.. and im the only one working at it.
basically... its over. I am pretty positive.
I just want to go back to florida where i have a semi-figured out life. Hopefully ill get to go back for new years..I wish airfare wasn't so expensive :/
People here are so gay. besides ash...shes really all i have since you can only count on guys half the time.
If people viewed things the way I do about life (in general), things would be a lot easier..
But hey.. i guess thats part of life.. everything has to be complex.
er/n