Feb 22, 2005 16:52
wow.... what can i say, you try
to keep something inside bc it is what you think is the best.. and it
totally ends up back-firing on you.. so you look like the bad person...
honestly.. nothing can ever just be simple. everything is made into a
big deal.. wtf?
So basically my day was fine.. i went and got my passport stuff done..
so i can go on the cruise with nikki and melisa this summer... i am soo
effing excited...
Then i had to come home.. talk to my bf and find out everything that
was going on and honestly things are soo messed up... this is the
honest reason that i would like to be single forever... bc everyone
sticks their nose where it doesnt belong and something that is not and
should not be a big deal.. bc it shouldn't be told.. ends up getting
spread and then other people end up getting hurt.... (alex i am seriously sooo sorry)
so now... i dont even no how everything is going to go..
like honestly.. if people could just keep there business to them
selves.. and not have to tell everyone that is nosy and wants to know
everything about everyone... ah
Life isnt fare...and i dont think it will be.. i
just want all this to get better.. bc the people that are saying
stuff.. dont even no the truth... and the people that i care about
could possibly be getting hurt.. and i care about them and dont want
that.. so yeah...
note to self: dont ever worry about other people's shit... bc if you need to know.. someone will tell you with out you asking
later er/n