Aug 14, 2004 14:10
Jesus ive never felt so alone before. theres so much confusion in my mind with weather i should hate the world, or change myself for it. I keep on stumbling across that line "be true to who you are" but i need to figure who i am first of all, and when i do... will i like myself? i just came home from a summer with my closest friends who all live miles away from me, and in the first time in my life, I've dreaded having to face the kids here at home who meant so much to me [ with the exceptions of a few (bowsta)], but compared to these summer friends they are just another... well whatever im rambling this sucks im going out to do something with my life today.. byee