I'm still alive
shit son...today was easy! but-cough cough-i think i'm getting a cold, maybe i won't be able to go to school tomorrow? so to make yesterday even worse, my mother doesn't love me anymore. I seriously have never felt more alone. and to top that off-Taryn's mad at me and everyone else because she didn't go to Kara's suprise party. she didn't think she was invited? UM HELLO! You and I practically came up with the idea! anyway back to my lack of parentals. My dad's always at my appartment in the city or my condo in Missouri or in the summer he like lives on our houseboat so he's not around that often. And i told my my mom that I didn't like her spinache/mozerella raviolli and she told me that i take everything for granted. Aaand then she told me she's gonna have to start being the bitch that me and my friends think she is (me? think shes a bitch? pshh) and then i said "start?". definately not a good idea. so she starved me for the rest of the night. she doesn't cook for me anymore. she does'nt do my laundry anymore. she doesn't drive me anywhere anymore. and she definately doesn't give me lunch money. mid life crisis. sweet jesus let it be OVEERRRR-oh and i can't go spring break shopping. looks like i'm gonna be wearing WINTER SWEATERS in MEXICO. hot daum.