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I really need to take a time out from reality right now, life is just too much for me these days. Handling everything I wish i didn't feel, everything I cant feel is just getting too much for me. I say this because at one point i knew i was depressed and was pretty badly SIing but i never thought in a million years i would ever want to take my own life, nor be able to do it but these days i'm not so sure, i reckon i could do it now, life is shit and so i am taking an un-reality check, for the next few weeks if you see me dont expect me to be sober and dont expect anything happy to happen around me, i'll check back when i sober up/come down, things will hopefully be better then, life may be livable.