> happy fuckin fourth
yea.. happy fuckin fourth of july! i'm bored.. doing nothing, but sitting here listening to hatchet radio.. gosh i'm so bored! today i had to wake up early cuz we went to church, then we ate at IHOP.. and guess what.. they didn't have a mushroom burger!!! what the hell?! thats the ONLY thing i like to eat there.. i was bummed.. i love mushrooms.. they're good.. and NO i'm not talking about "magical mushrooms". i don't do drugs.. and you shouldn't either! but hey.. thats all i can tell ya.. if you wanna fuck with that kinda shyt.. go for it! so yea, i miss my handsome! and my boyfriend.. hahaha! i'm fuckin witcha.. my handsome is my boyfriend.. who knows.. maybe me future.. husband? man oh man i wish.. we were talking about that once, and you know what he said? he said if we were older and our lives were settled and what not.. he woulda asked me a long time ago! maybe i'll copy his very limited diary entries.. and show you what he says of me.. my handsome! we both have promise rings.. well, they're faith rings, but its pretty much the same thing.. right? haha.. yea, i miss him, he's so far away! man.. if you guys only knew how it was with us.. we're seriously fuckin in love.. like.. LOVE! not no bullshyt puppy luv.. doode.. i tell ya.. he is so good to me! i mean.. sure theres a few things i'm not to kewl with about him! but he's really been improving, not just cuz i "make" him.. he seems sincere about it! like.. he quit smoking.. sometimes i think he does smoke.. without tellin me.. but i duhno.. i don't wanna talk about that! next year, he's really gonna try in school, and he's trying to get a job, he can't right now cuz he's out of town.. damn.. i'll write more later.. i gotta do something real quick.. later!