Jun 27, 2004 23:58
Sat, No Fri, Perhaps Thurs....were to begin? Well, I guess thursday would be were I should start. I got the boot on Thursday as I was informed the Air Force was going to discharge me due to the fact that I have a heart murmer. So now I am no longer going to be attending Riddle most likly. I dont know what I am going to do. What I want to do is Farm, and attend York College and major in Bibical Studies with a youth ministry focus, but that presents 2 problems. 1. No Farm, 2 No money for York College either, but I am really intrested in being a youth pastor, and I loved working on the farm so much 2 summers ago....I dont know, it just feels right. I dont know how to get there though.
I am placing all my trust in God, he has a plan for my life and I know he will lead me to a place of complete fullfillment and peace. Just wish he would reveal himslef quicker.
The fog thickens as I push the accelerator to the floor. Driving blindly through the woods my heart slows and tears stream down my face. A wrong turn, a blink of the eye could send the soul careening through a violent reck of blood and carnage. My heart swells, I gasp...loosing control I cover my eyes, Warmth, direction takes over....He is driving, I am living.