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I dont want to be strong all the time anymore. I cant keep putting on an act. Ah! i really just want to curle up and make everything go away. Why cant anyone see these things. I hate sitting there day after day with a smile on my face when all inside theres so much crap built up. Kayla knows what im talking about. Suprisingly she knows what i mean. DO you even know how hard it is for me to say how i feel or even tell someone my feelings. I get so worked up and angry. Its not just anger but its just pressure upon pressure. I hate it! Itll never go away.
Rain still has yet to come...:-(