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Why the fuck am I like this?
I just randomly passed out this afternoon, sorta hallucinated, then woke up with a freakishly fast heart rate and started to have a panic attack for no reason.
I just freak out sometimes, like the entire world is coming down around me when it obviously isn't. It strains relationships with just about everyone around me and they don't deserve the way I act. I had a great weekend, I don't know why the hell I'm feeling like this.
I had steak, got to see some friends I haven't seen for a few months, played some good poker, won lots of money, got to hang out with Michelle, watched "Beauty and the Beast" with a bunch of dudes and a 14 year old girl...
Sometimes I think I just need to go to a therapist. I'm happy. I have great friends, a wonderful boyfriend, a supportive family, and I'm doing fairly well in school. Why do I get like this?
I just randomly passed out this afternoon, sorta hallucinated, then woke up with a freakishly fast heart rate and started to have a panic attack for no reason.
I just freak out sometimes, like the entire world is coming down around me when it obviously isn't. It strains relationships with just about everyone around me and they don't deserve the way I act. I had a great weekend, I don't know why the hell I'm feeling like this.
I had steak, got to see some friends I haven't seen for a few months, played some good poker, won lots of money, got to hang out with Michelle, watched "Beauty and the Beast" with a bunch of dudes and a 14 year old girl...
Sometimes I think I just need to go to a therapist. I'm happy. I have great friends, a wonderful boyfriend, a supportive family, and I'm doing fairly well in school. Why do I get like this?